13.10.2018
Something Left Here
Dear God, if what I hold inside is an unwounded heart
Then make this unreasonable ache disappear
And hide away these frail footprints
Yet to born in loneliness on a certain tomorrow
I was always having this dream
A dream in which I grew a pair of white wings
And I was falling deep down the sky
Leaving my pain behind, disappearing far, far away until it’s all gone
Splendid tears travel down your skin
Flowing down to your shredded heart
Dear God, please open up your eyes once more
So you could gaze down at everything,
So you could protect all these people in love with this twilight…
Diverted by a distant darkness
Eliminating each trace of the Sun-bearer wind –
If those burning up evening clouds
Could have just reached it before flowing away, if they could have just overcame it…
The miracle of a single shining teardrop
Traveling from a disappearing star into our beloved world…
Your radiant mortal life scatters away from your skin
And a splendid tear reaches your broken heart
13.10.2018
Fools in April
Don't go, sadness is right there, I'm feeling it with my fingers
Just don't go... hey...
I cut off my voice, left hanging, all my wires
Because there's no faithfulness in being scared off by just words
Facing the sky, I make up a lie over your gentle hand
You know, habits won't change no matter how much time passes
But I'm sure you'll become an adult
By staying silent as you are, without understanding any of this
The dream that won't part away from here is like a noise
I can't just seem to make it one with me
Don't go, don't make such selfish sighs
Just don't go... hey...
Traces of my whitened nails, traces of punishment
Trembling over the fact that I have no reason to be here
I was looking at all these fools, dreaming in the same city
Glaring at the night sky, flowing over your cheeks on that day
Teach me something beautiful
Your honest, flowing tears are so pretty
I want to change this longing for destruction of each moment
But you know, I’ve always broke every vow I made
Don’t go, don’t be the crumbling figure parting away from here
Don’t cry, hey… let’s just kill down that fragment of Moon
Forgive what’s momentary
Your overflowing blood is so warm
I can’t hear your farewell song
Because the only thing I can’t get used to is to lose something
Don’t go, don’t make such selfish sighs
Don’t go, hey… I’m sorry, because…
Don’t go – sadness is right there, I’m feeling it with my fingers
Don’t go, hey… just stop this selfish breathing
Don’t go – I’m feeling it –
Don’t disappear…