12.04.2021
To Be a Shadow
As the teaspoon stiffens in the coffecupThat you've left out on the table,
That's how I've stuck in loneliness,
Half-blind and deaf to everything
Cynicism to fight the fear,
It's a good method, believe me!
I can sink down, so long as I don't have to see,
What is the reason, that you're not with me?
Refr:
For 20 years, round and round,
Ruining everything, I dream
Of a life that isn't broken,
I'm no longer counting down
If I knew, that it's you,
Who reached for my hand,
And I heard clearer what your lips whispered,
I would have said, that not a day has passed,
On the edge of dreams, that I hadn't thought of you
It didn't hurt, before I saw you, that I was alone
And now it would be good, if I could be a shadow
I feel, if I have to, I would die,
But even more, I want to live for you
Refr:
For 20 years, round and round,
Ruining everything, I dream
Of a life that isn't broken,
I'm no longer counting down