25.09.2018
I asked
I asked one well-known manIf he thinks his life was short
If he thinks I am already a lady
When he teared up my heart into small pieces
I asked one well-known woman
If she thinks it´s easy to live
She will give me a few good points
She came from comedy to drama
I asked a man who shoots peacocks
If he thinks he makes an animal out of himself
I asked a woman who doesn´t want her husband anymore
If the same won´t happen with the new one as well
And now I´m asking myself
How long do I want to be scared of myself, to scream go away from me
I´m asking myself if I´m breathing the right way
If I´m not bound by fear or pride
Pull out my skin so I won´t be afraid
I want to play with lego, wooden horse
I´m afraid of heights and wild water
It´s not enough if you just say, that´s how it is
That´s how it is
I won´t ask anymore, nobody and nothing
I have to pull like a horse to carry my own sleigh
Don´t say it out loud, be quiet, I´m snapping my ears
The feeling of immortality will shut down my pulse
So I´m asking myself
How long do I want to be scared of myself, to scream go away from me
I´m asking myself if I´m breathing the right way
If I´m not bound by fear or pride