02.09.2020
When I am older
I’ll never forget our connected feelings,Tears we exchanged, and the warmth I felt
The sky I looked up at was blue, the clouds quickly charging on
I wonder if someday I’ll casually forget about even this view
I have a dream I could maybe reach, and a future that can’t come true
I have no reason for following them, I just do it for me
So that we never forget our connected feelings,
Tears we exchanged, and the warmth we felt,
We’ll definitely never stop going
Through each day together
I tried painting the summer we had, but like a TV with a broken antenna,
Nothing appeared no matter how much I struck the canvas
I still just can’t accept this
I had a dream I couldn’t reach, and a future that didn’t come true
I’m fruitlessly searching for an answer as to why
I closed my eyes during an unbroken prayer,
And I saw us fighting
Those days we yelled at each other
Were definitely real
I can’t brush it off because it’s so frustrating,
And I surely wasn’t all alone
When I’m older, I wonder if
We’ll be able to laugh away all of those things?
Let’s meet again, having stayed just as we are
Our days together had all been real
Our story will never end