15.12.2020
Not today
[Verse 1]I will come to you with a bottle of vodka,
And we both will get plastered,
I don't want to hear your voice -
It feels so lonely to be near you.
I will suck you like some fucking nine-grader,
And you won't pick up the phone
When your girlfriend would want to know when you gonna be at home -
Not today, not today.
If you knew how much I don't give a fuck about you,
You would have never dreamed to meet me.
This emptiness can't be filled with anything,
You haven't known what it's like - to fuck with death.
Kiss me so that I would forget
That I have ever existed.
Kiss me so that the whole world around would think that
I'm a fucking whore
[Chorus]
Too bad to be true
Too bad to be true
Too bad to be true
Too bad to be true
Too bad to be true
[Verse 2]
Damn egoism, the black hole, the hole in the stomach,
Fuck me so that I would forget myself somewhere
Where they won't search for me, where the rain will wash me away
When I turn into the mud.
Maybe only then I will finally manage to fall asleep,
Instead of keeping on thinking how to fuck with him on the dirty floor.
I hate this whorish, honest Saint-Petersburg
The technology Institute
I will come to you with a bottle of vodka,
And we both will get plastered,
I know that you're in a lot of pain,
And that you will be happy to see me like a kid would be.
I also used to think that someone would come
In order to save me from the dragon,
But you would have found me dead,
So excuse me for this coldness, this coldness, this coldness.
[Chorus]
Too bad to be true
Too bad to be true
Too bad to be true
Too bad to be true
Too bad to be true
Too bad to be true