03.01.2019
Rain*
The life that I live belongs to someone else,
I never ever felt as if it was mine,
(you) left me behind, (you) let me wait
I died because of you**, (you) let me wait.
Rain fell
You were nowhere to be seen
The rain fell for you
You were nowhere to be seen
Worms are gnawing at my night,
Like at an old wooden door,
my eyes open and fall shut
bolts flashing before my eyes
Rain fell
You were nowhere to be seen
The rain fell for you
You were nowhere to be seen
19.11.2018
Leaves, doesn't return
I don't know if you know my name,
I don't know if you remember my eyes,
You don't ask what I'm doing, how I am,
I am miserable.
Years are passing, we are faraway from each other,
Our sounds don't reach each other,
Nor did our sun appear,
We are both miserable.
What should I do, what should I do, what should I do, what should I do,
What should I say?
My rose, what should I say to you?
No matter what I do, it's not working,
My chance is not smiling,
Leaving, leaving, leaving,
My strength is leaving,
My heart is breaking,
My enthusiasm is escaping,
Does not return, does not return, does not return,
My sleep does not come.
What should I do, what should I do, what should I do, what should I do,
What should I say?
My rose, what should I say to you?
It is said to me 'Memo,
Her eyes and fortune are bleak,
I say: Don't go, don't go, don't go,
Your house is burning.
My heart is breaking,
My enthusiasm is escaping,
Does not return, does not return, does not return,
My sleep does not come.
This heart cannot be without you,
My heart shrinks again,
Go-come, go-come,
My hand stays empty.
My heart is breaking,
My enthusiasm is escaping,
Does not return, does not return, does not return.
12.04.2018
Gulîzer*
Neither did you become a rose**
Nor did I become a bridegroom
Neither did you become snow
Nor did I become sunray
How shall I word my sorrows?
Come and see for yourself, my pitiful state
Gulîzer, my rose
You are left with no flowers, my bride
Gulîzer, my rose
You are left with no flowers, my bride
Don't you see, woe is me, I shall die
You didn't even ask
Did not talk
A wounded heart
have you left behind you
You have thrown me into sorrow and pain
Come and see by yourself my miserable state
Gulîzer, my rose
You are left with no flowers, my bride
Gulîzer, my rose
You are left with no flowers, my bride
Don't you see, woe is me, I shall die
Gulîzer, my rose
You are left with no flowers, my bride
Gulîzer, my rose
You are left with no flowers, my bride
Don't you see, woe is me, I shall die