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15.03.2022

Malaria

You wallow drenched in sweat between the sheets
Is that all just a dream?
What's that laying besides you?
What's that which feels so strange?
 
Watch out, don't fall asleep...
Get ahold of yourself
02.03.2022

Can I

I appear fine and don't need someone to rely on
Please don't disturb
Love revolves around me, I can't accept
For the time being, I don't dare to face the empty corner of my heart
 
Can I, can I, can I not be brave?
Can I stop craving for love?
Can I cry my heart out?
For after the storm, I will see the dawn
This too shall pass, I hold on to this hope
 
The rain wets my eyelids, to be brave amid sadness
Is a test, is growth
The wind blows my disguise away, leaving only confusion
Thunder and lightning magnify a person's loneliness
 
Can I, can I, can I not be brave?
Can I stop craving for love?
Can I cry my heart out?
For after the storm, I will see the dawn
This too shall pass, I hold on to this hope
 
Finally I found that resisting will be harder
I should not hide my inner calling
So I embrace my shadow and turn my back to the sun
Sink into a minute of despair
But I still firmly believe that this too shall pass
 
Can I, can I, can I not be brave?
Can I stop craving for love?
Can I cry my heart out?
For after the storm, I will see the dawn
This too shall pass, I hold on to this hope
 
02.03.2022

Incurable

It is undeniable
I can't resist your gentle eyes
So unforgettable
Every word you say affects my heartbeat
I guess it's inevitable
You should know that I've been possessed by you
So unattainable
You're so close yet so far, so elusive
 
Isn't it that there is no cure to loving you from now on?
Can't leave, can't get, lost my freedom
Your figure glistens
Taking me to forget the entire universe
 
Even if there is no cure to loving you from now on
Addicted, can't quit, lost myself
I don't ask for anything, even if there is no future
At least I still have now
 
It is undeniable
I can't resist your gentle eyes
So unforgettable
Every word you say affects my heartbeat
I guess it's inevitable
You should know that I've been possessed by you
So unattainable
You're so close yet so far, so elusive
 
Isn't it that there is no cure to loving you from now on?
Can't leave, can't get, lost my freedom
Your figure glistens
Taking me to forget the entire universe
 
Even if there is no cure to loving you from now on
Addicted, can't quit, lost myself
I don't ask for anything, even if there is no future
At least I still have now
 
03.02.2022

At Thirty

If I am lucky enough
I’ve already muddled through a third of life.
Easily squandered time
ruthlessly leaving traces
in the bottom of my heart, on my body
leaving behind its most equitable shape.
 
Being forced to accumulate memories,
it’s not a question of whether or not I consent.
It’s good and bad together
fighting to be acknowledged in my mind.
To be calculated against, to be doubted
In the dead of night, these keep me awake.
 
I haven’t figured out, how in a blink of eye it’s my turn,
Please bear it on your own
The coldness of this world, the beasts inside one’s heart.
I chased time, looking back I realize
it’s time that’s been chasing me.
Please take care of your self, live your life well.
But the life I’ve yet to live, how can I know how to live it?
 
Most afraid of making the wrong decision,
At the wrong cross paths, taking a wrong turn and missing meeting you.
Missing meeting you by inches is like the landscape
Those left by my side, might they be fate?
Being hurt, hurting others
Who can help who solve this complex question?
 
Don’t have the right to make mistakes
How many disasters created from frivolous ignorant mouths
In crowds pushing and shoving
in different faces tossing, turning, and floating.
Being washed clean, being sanded flat,
learning to give up time is moving forward.
 
I haven’t figured out, how in a blink of eye it’s my turn,
Please bear it on your own
The coldness of this world, the beasts inside one’s heart.
I chased time, looking back I realize
it’s time that’s been chasing me.
Please take care of your self, live your life well.
But the life I’ve yet to live, how can I know how to live it?
 
In the middle of the night asking myself
In the middle of the night asking myself
 
It’s not a secret.
Other people’s paths always seem more clear
at the end there’s only oneself
One’s own decisions, one’s own emotions, one’s own breath
“No escaping, no doubting”
In the middle of the night, I tell myself.
In the middle of the night, I tell myself.
 
17.01.2022

Buy You

You always say, 'I want to go home'
And then turn away and smile lightly
You always say you're so tired and busy
When can we just sit and have a chat
Can I buy your unhappiness?
I just want to accompany you for a meal and see you laugh
Hearing how are you these days
Can I buy your unhappiness?
We'll take the bus together, go for a walk together
See a movie together, can we?
You didn't say a word and didn't notice me
And then you turned around and smiled lightly
You always ask me how I am
And when we can become even better
Can I buy one hour of your time?
I just want to take care of you and let you know
That I'm still here, can I?
Can I buy all your unhappiness?
We can sing together, hold hands together and listen to music together
Can I buy one hour of your time?
I just want to take care of you and let you know
That I'm still here, can I?
Can I buy all your unhappiness?
We can sing together, hold hands together
And listen to music together, can we?
Sell all your unhappiness to me
And then hug me, can you?
 
14.12.2021

My Girl is Just a Sales Assistant

I'm in love, I'm in love with a,
With a sweet cutie, you know whom I mean?
That there is something, that there is something like
My sweet cutie, for that good Lord I thank you.
 
[Chorus:]
My girl is just a sales assistant
In a shoe store earning twenty marks a week
But she is much sweeter than any movie queen.
On Sunday when we go dancing
She'd put on her white silk dress, which I'm so fond of
Because she looks like a little noble lady when she wears it.
The jazz band will play right away softly her favourite song
She'd hold on to me so tightly and lay back her head
My Girl is just a sales assistant
In a shoe store earning twenty marks a week
But the happiness she spends is worth a million!
 
2.
Nothing is sweeter than this one, just this one,
This extra fine one. You know what I mean?
Oh she's got charms and she is poor, my one
The very dearest cutie and that's just what I like!
 
13.12.2021

I Wish To Be A Lotus In My Next Life

Lai Sheng wishes to be a lotus
Jing Jing Sheng kai in front of the Buddha
Out of silt mud not stained by the wind and sleep
Flowers bloom without words, flowers fall without words
Lai Sheng wishes to be a lotus
And you again three life
Come to you neither too early nor too late
No more mistakes, no more rubbing shoulders
Lai Sheng wishes to be a lotus
Either in front of the Buddha or in your heart
A fresh wind and clear clouds light is not rectified nor entangled
Facing the wind Shu Zhan shallow smile Yan Ran
Lai Sheng wishes to be a lotus
Bittersweet sour joy joy
Wait until the head is the shore center no longer ling disorderly
When we meet, we will be at peace
Lai Sheng wishes to be a lotus
Jing Jing Sheng kai in front of the Buddha
Out of silt mud not stained by the wind and sleep
Flowers bloom without words, flowers fall without words
Lai Sheng wishes to be a lotus
And you again three life
Come to you neither too early nor too late
No more mistakes, no more rubbing shoulders
Lai Sheng wishes to be a lotus
Either in front of the Buddha or in your heart
A fresh wind and clear clouds light is not rectified nor entangled
Facing the wind Shu Zhan shallow smile Yan Ran
Lai Sheng wishes to be a lotus
Bittersweet sour joy joy
Wait until the head is the shore center no longer ling disorderly
When we meet, we will be at peace
Lai Sheng wishes to be a lotus
Either in front of the Buddha or in your heart
A fresh wind and clear clouds light is not rectified nor entangled
Facing the wind Shu Zhan shallow smile Yan Ran
Lai Sheng wishes to be a lotus
Bittersweet sour joy joy
Wait until the head is the shore center no longer ling disorderly
When we meet, we will be at peace
 
14.11.2021

If I Still Had

If I still had
an hour to live,
only an hour,
I would like to live it
in your arms.
 
If I still had
an hour to live,
one hour,
I would like to live it
just me and you.
 
To forget
all my fear
and, until the last breath,
to live only of you.
To hear you saying
only words of love
and, until the last breath,
to love you, to love you, to love you
and to stop thinking,
and to think only of you.
And in a kiss,
and in a kiss,
that's how I'd like to die.
 
To love you, to love you, to love you
and to stop thinking,
and to think only of you.
And in a kiss,
and in a kiss,
that's how I'd like to die.
 
05.10.2021

Loyal Brave True

I stand on the battlefield, looking back at the past
The ways I have grown along the way
The glory of my family, the power of survival
Don't try to make me back down
 
I must ask my reflection in the water
How to be a true warrior
The person I am in uniform must
Remember always to be loyal, brave and true
Remember always to be loyal, brave and true
 
Defeat turns on an instant
Triumph requires courage
I want to press forward
On the cruel battlefield
Alone and helpless
Despair echoes in my ears
 
I must ask my reflection in the water
How to be a true warrior
The person I am in uniform must
Remember always to be loyal, brave and true
Remember always to be loyal, brave and true
 
The icy cold dawn, the warmth of dreams
The lock on my heart, I feel confused
How will the future unfold
When I am without you?
 
Who am I underneath the armor?
I stand on destiny's battlefield
The journey of life is long and hard
Remember in your heart to always
Be loyal, brave and true
 
24.09.2021

We Love China the Most

My mother and father are the closest
20.06.2021

For Thee

God the eternal master of universe
The eternal master of world
Thee are the king of kings
IV
 
For you, for thee
Only for thee
Thee are the chieftain of leaders of rajahs
II
 
Let us sing and glorify
For the monarch of potentates of moguls
Lord the eternal master of universe
II
 
For thee, for you
Just for thee
Thee are the emperor of sovereigns of tsars
II
 
10.06.2021

BYE BYE BYE

The loser of yesterday
The yesterday that passed without color, just like a habit
Forget it now, I’m sick of it
The same old day every day, yeah
 
Times when I forced myself to think about it, it’s not stylish
My mileage is stacking up right now
So my glory days still be going on huh
Let’s live however we want, or else it’s bye
 
Don’t Worry About It
The repeating days make me change my mind
And a fresh outfit
All I wanna do is to forget things one by one
From day to day
 
Now stop that
All of the countless worries that torture me
I’m all ready now, to escape from all the things that tie me down
 
Oh Bye Bye Bye
It’s Time To Say Bye Bye Bye
Oh Na Na Na Yeah Alright
Now Bye Bye Bye
 
I’m gonna do whatever I want (alright)
I’m not gonna do what I don’t wanna do (bye bye)
Gonna push behind all useless things
Take it away, uh uh uh, take it away, uh uh uh
Oh Bye Bye
 
Hold up
I Wanna Be a Find Me What I Wanted
It’s against the rules but maybe this is what I wanted
I remind myself
Rewind, I’m all ready now
I’m gonna leave behind what I want to
And say bye bye
 
Keep It Up Keep It Up Keep It Up
There are no regrets, I’m moving on
I may not have much but I’m keep clashing with my fighting spirit
 
Now I’ve realized, what I really want
I’ll find myself
I’m all ready now, to escape from all the things that tie me down
 
Oh Bye Bye Bye
It’s Time To Say Bye Bye Bye
Oh Na Na Na Yeah Alright
Now Bye Bye Bye
 
I’m gonna do whatever I want (alright)
I’m not gonna do what I don’t wanna do (bye bye)
Gonna push behind all useless things
Take it away, uh uh uh, take it away, uh uh uh
Oh Bye Bye
 
I’ll break through this frustrating box
And be the me I wanted to be
I’ll clearly say, bye bye bye
 
It’s Time To Say Bye Bye Bye
Alright
Now Bye Bye Bye
 
I’m gonna do whatever I want (alright)
I’m not gonna do what I don’t wanna do (bye bye)
Gonna push behind all useless things
Take it away, uh uh uh, take it away, uh uh uh
Oh Bye Bye
 
18.05.2021

Bez srca

[Strophe 1]
Osećam to kao da je juče bilo
Ti si me svakog jutra budila poljubcem
Vidim te još, kao da je bilo juče
Kako o planovima sama sa sobom pričaš
Sa lakoćom i osmehom
Nisi videla moje greške
U naša sopstvena 8 zida
Nije se mogao predvideti kraj
 
[Pre-Refrain]
Vreme može biti takav bedak!
 
[Refrain]
Osećam se bezdušno
Kada mi nedostaješ
Ali znam, da je tako bolje
Pustiću tvoje srce, puštam ga da ode
Tamo napolju je neko, ko ga zaslužuje
Počni da živiš, idi napolje u svet!
Iako me misli o tome već muče
Želim ti sve najbolje i više od toga
Tebe pustiti da odeš,
pada mi teško
Pada mi tako teško
 
[Strophe 2]
Čujem te kao da je bilo juče
Kako ti pogrešno pevaš i kroz stan plešeš
Osećam te još uvek kao da je bilo juče
Kako si sanjivo u mojim rukama ležala
 
[Pre-Refrain]
Vreme može biti takav bedak!
 
Refrain]
Osećam se bezdušno
Kada mi nedostaješ
Ali znam, da je tako bolje
Pustiću tvoje srce,
puštam ga da ode
Tamo napolju je neko,
ko ga zaslužuje
Počni da živiš, idi napolje u svet!
Iako me misli o tome već muče
Želim ti sve najbolje i više od toga
Tebe pustiti da odeš, pada mi teško
Pada mi teško
 
[Bridge]
Danas se pitam, gde si sada
Šta sada radiš i ko je sa tobom
I zašto je vreme takav bedak
 
Refrain]
Osećam se bezdušno
Kada mi nedostaješ
Ali znam, da je tako bolje
Pustiću tvoje srce,
puštam ga da ode
Tamo napolju je neko,
ko ga zaslužuje
Počni da živiš, idi napolje u svet!
Iako me misli o tome već muče
Želim ti sve najbolje i više od toga
Tebe pustiti da odeš, pada mi teško
Pada mi teško
 
18.05.2021

Nadam se da ti dobro ide

Strophe 1]
Stvarno mi više ne trebaš
Ne zamišljam da je to bilo moje lice pored tebe na slici, na kojoj se smeješ
Izgleda kao da ti ne pada teško
Kao da naše vreme za tebe sada nema više nikakvog značaja
Kada pogledam kako ti bez mene dalje ide
 
Pre-Refrain]
I želim, želim, želim
Želim te ponovo videti, samo ne sa njim
I ja želim, želim, želim,mmm
 
Refrain]
Ne želim znati, ko te čini srećnom
I šta on ima, što nemam ja
Ne želim znati, ko je sada pored tebe
Ipak se nadam, da ti dobro ide
Ne želim znati, ko te čini srećnom
šta on ima, što nemam ja
Ipak već je ok,
Sve dok te ne vidim
I nadam se, da ti dobro ide, daa
 
[Bridge 2]
Mhm
Mhm
 
[Strophe 2]
Ne zovi me i molim te ne piši
Samo zato što ponekad na mene pomisliš, kada si sama
Pokušavao sam, ipak nije funkcionisalo
Naše mesto, njega izbegavam
Jer svaki put, kada te vidim i on je tu sa tobom
Hej, to mi sve otežava
 
Pre-Refrain]
I želim, želim, želim
Želim te ponovo videti, samo ne sa njim
I ja želim, želim, želim,mmm
 
Refrain]
Ne želim znati, ko te čini srećnom
I šta on ima, što nemam ja
Ne želim znati, ko je sada pored tebe
Ipak se nadam, da ti dobro ide
Ne želim znati, ko te čini srećnom
šta on ima, što nemam ja
Ipak već je ok,
Sve dok te ne vidim
I nadam se, da ti dobro ide, daa
 
Bridge]
Mmm,mmm
Nadam se da ti dobro ide
Mmm, mmm
Nadam se da ti dobro ide
I želim, želim, želim
Želim te ponovo videti, samo ne sa njim
I ja želim, želim, želim,mmm
 
Refrain]
Ne želim znati, ko te čini srećnom
I šta on ima, što nemam ja
Ne želim znati, ko je sada pored tebe
Ipak se nadam, da ti dobro ide
Ne želim znati, ko te čini srećnom
šta on ima, što nemam ja
Ipak već je ok,
Sve dok te ne vidim
I nadam se, da ti dobro ide, daa
 
18.05.2021

Nekako drugačije

Nedeljama na putu,
uvek u sredini
Ljudi oko mene, koji su mi važni
Ipak uvek taj osećaj da mi nekako nešto fali
 
Noćima sam u hotelu provodio
Niko, ko mi piše, pita:' Kakav ti je bio dan?'
Sve je ok, sve dok ne osetim
Da mi nešto fali, nešto fali
 
Ipak sa tobom je to nekako drugačije
Pored tebe sam ja nekako drugačiji
 
Polako primećujem, kako postaje bolje
Jer je konačno tu neko, ko mi pripada
Nemam više osećaj da mi nekako nešto fali
 
Ipak sve dok nisi pored mene bila,
Bio sam sam sebi nepoznat
Razumeš taj haos, koji se naziva mojim životom
Ti si mi pokazala, šta on stvarno znači
Kada mi ništa ne nedostaje, uopšte ništa više ne nedostaje
 
Jer sa tobom je to nekako drugačije
Pored tebe sam ja nekako drugačiji
 
Već sam se bio navikao na to 'biti sam'
Mislio sam, da ne mogu biti drugačiji
Ipak, sa tobom sam nekako drugačiji,
Nekako drugačiji
Od kad si kraj mene, ja sam ponovo ja
Od kad si kraj mene, ništa mi ne fali
Od kad si kraj mene, ja sam ponovo ja
Samo nekako drugačiji,
Nekako drugačiji
 
Jer sa tobom je to nekako drugačije
Pored tebe sam ja nekako drugačiji
 
Već sam se bio navikao na to 'biti sam'
Mislio sam, da ne mogu biti drugačiji
Ipak, sa tobom sam nekako drugačiji,
Nekako drugačiji
 
Ja sam nekako, nekako
Ja sam nekako drugačiji
Ja sam nekako, nekako
Ja sam nekako drugačiji
 
17.04.2021

Амишки рај

Док шетам долином где жањем жито
Погледам своју супругу и схватим да је врло једноставна
Али то је савршено за Амише попут мене
Знаш, избегавам отмене ствари попут струје
У 4:30 ујутро музем краве
Џебедаја храни пилиће, а Јакоб оре ... будало
И толико дуго музем и орем
Чак и Езекија мисли да сам полудео
Ја сам човек земље, бавим се дисциплином
Имам Библију у руци и браду на бради
Али ако ја завршим све своје послове, а ти завршиш своје
Онда ћемо се вечерас забављати као да је 1699
 
Провели смо већину живота
Живот у амишком рају
Бутер сам згњечио једном или двапут
Живот у амишком рају
То је напоран рад и одрицање
Живот у амишком рају
Јоргане продајемо по сниженој цени
Живот у амишком рају
 
Локални дечак ме је шутнуо у дупе прошле недеље
Само сам му се насмешо и окренуо други образ
Баш ме брига, заправо желим му добро
Јер ћу се насмејати, кад буде горео у паклу
Али никада нисам ударио туристу чак и ако је то заслужио
Амиш са 'лошим ставом'? Знате да је то нечувено
Никад не носим дугмад, али имам сјајну капу
И моји другари се слажу да стварно добро изгледам у црном, будало
ако дођете у посету,биће ти досдно до суза
Нисмо чак ни платили телефонски рачун 300 година
Али нисмо стварно чудни,
па вас молим да не показујете прстом и не зурите
Само смо технолошки оштећени
 
Нема телефона, нема светла, нема аутомобила
Ни једног луксуза
Као Робинсон Крусо
Примитивно је колико год може бити
 
Провели смо већину живота
Живот у амишком рају
Ми смо обични и једноставни момци
Живот у амишком рају
Нема времена за грех и пороке
Живот у амишком рају
Не боримо се, сви играмо лепо
Живот у амишком рају
 
Упрегнуо сам ауто, направио пуно путера
У понедељак сам подигао шталу, ускоро ћу и другу
Мислите да сте заиста праведни? Мислите да сте чиста срца?
Па, знам да сам милион пута скромнији од тебе
Ја сам побожни црња који сви мали Амиши желе бити
На коленима по цео дан и целу ноћ, зарађујући поене за загробни живот
Зато не будите сујетни и не жалите се
Иначе, мој брате, можда ћу морати да применим средњевековну методу на твом малиши !
 
Провели смо већину живота
Живот у амишком рају
Сви смо ми луди менонити
Живот у амишком рају
Нема полицајаца и семафора
Живот у амишком рају
Али вероватно бисте помислили да гризе
Живот у амишком рају
ахахахахахахахахахахахахах бљак
 
02.04.2021

Fifty kilometers

Shadowless is the road
Near and far there's no tree
Even on the far horizon
There's no forestline greeting us!
Fifty kilometers,
Comrades, then it's done.
But we will prove:
We have enough power
We have enough power
for a hundred kilometers.
 
Shadowless is the road,
The sun burns down hot,
Through the wide blue of the sky
Travels not even a single cloud!
Fifty kilometers,
Comrades, then it's done.
But we will prove:
We have enough power
We have enough power
for a hundred kilometers.
 
Shadowless is the road,
Our tread remains firm,
And if someone gets tired
We carry them along!
Fifty kilometers,
Comrades, then it's done.
But we will prove:
We have enough power
We have enough power
for a hundred kilometers.
 
12.03.2021

Goodbye

Goodbye my soul mate....say goodbye to my wounded heart
Because bidding a goodbye is hard...and my longing towards you will ooze.
So forgive what I did.....your heart is wide and forgiving
I love you even if we separate....because a soul is next to soul
So stay well my brother....and stride thoughtfully
And remember me and our friendship.....and pray for me, my soul mate
 
05.02.2021

5 a.m

4 a.m. I opened my eyes, it was still dark outside the windows.
I patted the shoulders of my dad, (he) opened (his) sleepy eyes.
I looked out of the windows of the train, the city lights were still on,
I stood by the platform alone, gradually appeared a familiar silhouette.
 
5 a.m.
The familiar 5 a.m.
5 a.m.
The lonely 5 a.m.
 
Awake, I stood by your side, wandering before the disappearance of the heat that remained.
Taking my suitcase, swiftly I said goodbye to you, not knowing how far I'd be travelling.
Looking at the sky dark blue, the train was waiting by the platform.
It'll be an endless journey, maybe I'd have to be aware of it only when I walked.
 
5 a.m.
The familiar 5 a.m.
5 a.m.
The lonely 5 a.m.
 
You'd say, what will we see at the end of the road?
It'll be applause, or loneliness, that is waiting for me?
Slim light flickering in the darkness,
I can't say if it's day, or night, or just a dream.
I cried, I got tired, but in fact I feared.
Leave, just let him go, just stop being unreal,
What would I leave behind in this journey?
 
5 a.m.
5 a.m.
5 a.m.
5 a.m.
5 a.m.
5 a.m.
 
08.01.2021

How it used to be

Verse 1
There’s something in me, I don’t know what it is
I try to find it, yes, but I can’t
I try to feel it, go in my deepest insides
But I don’t find anything
There’s something in me, I don’t know where it is
The guy from back then who is so fun and heroic
Has hidden himself in big nothingness
 
Pre Refrain
In front of my eye, I dive searching with my fingers through the soul
Push all the shit away till I see in light again
all the things that torture me,
Right now I can’t understand
 
Refrain
I want that it becomes how it used to be
I count the minutes, soon a whole year
I want that it becomes how it used to be
I would give everything for just one day
I want that it becomes how it used to be
I count the minutes, soon a whole year
I want that it becomes how it used to be
I would give everything
 
Verse 2
There’s something in me and it always becomes more
Where’s the guy from “Musik Sein” or “Feuerwerk”*
My head is too full and my chest too empty
Ey, no feeling that stays for a second
Only this little bit that tears me out of life all the time
You ask me how it’s going and I say that I don’t know
And how long it will stay like this
 
Pre Refrain
In front of my eye, I dive searching with my fingers through the soul
Push all the shit away till I see in light again
all the things that torture me,
Right now I can’t understand
 
Refrain
I want that it becomes how it used to be
I count the minutes, soon a whole year
I want that it becomes how it used to be
I would give everything for just one day
I want that it becomes how it used to be
I count the minutes, soon a whole year
I want that it becomes how it used to be
I would give everything
 
Bridge
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
I would, everything, everything (Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh)
I would, everything everything (Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh)
I would give everything (Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh)
Ey, give everything
 
Refrain
So that it becomes how it used to be
I count the minutes, soon a whole year
I want that it becomes how it used to be
I would give everything for just one day
I want that it becomes how it used to be
I count the minutes, soon a whole year
I want that it becomes how it used to be
I would give everything
 
27.11.2020

A blank piece of paper

Versions: #1
I'll take your cat and shake it out
until everything falls out
That it has ever eaten from my hand
And later I'll even beat the carpet
And if I find one of my hairs in it
I'll simply pocket it
Nothing shall give you bad memories
Reveal what I was to you
Don't say that that would be completely unnecessary
Because it only becomes painful afterwards
When what once was bubbles up again
Better to be as pure
And as ignorant as a blank piece of paper
 
In the future I will be a different person
Like the one you saw in me
The trousers that you crocheted for me
I'll throw in the container for the Salvation Army
I'll eat on the floor boards with my hands
And watch every cartoon on TV
Everything that you don't like, I'll praise
I will be simply as pure
And as ignorant as a blank piece of paper
 
I won't even be able to see the sea again
Where the wind misses your hair
Where every wave is a sigh
And every grain of sand is a glimpse of you
At best I would be an astronaut
And would fly through the stars were nothing is familiar
Or messed up by your touch
I will never again be as pure
And as ignorant as a blank piece of paper
 
26.11.2020

Suika No. 8 for Piano and Vocals: Solitude

Every moment has turned into the past
Every past has been forgotten
Even if I raise my voice, it disperses in the haze
 
Left behind in the forgotten woods
Is the us from the past
I’ll touch my cheeks with my hands trying to clutch something
Something that I cannot make come true
 
What on earth could I depend with these eyes and both hands?
All alone, all alone, I was crying in the shade of the shrine
 
Left behind in the forgotten woods
Is the us from the past
But we still have faith in those hard-to-forget days
When we joined our hands and spent time together
And that we’ll hold hands once again
 
What on earth could I depend with these eyes and both hands?
All alone, all alone, I would never give up
 
In this chest of mine lie my gathering feelings
A thin streak of hope just shines through
 
What on earth am I dreaming with these eyes and both hands?
All alone, all alone, you will never watch me shed tears anymore
With everyone, we sing and drink, laughing each other
In these hands of mine are the dreams that I’ve ever seen
I will laugh along with you
 
26.11.2020

Why are you weeping, my violin?

Why are you weeping, my violin?
Have you been hurt?
People want to have fun,
and they are looking at us in disbelief.
 
At one time your strings sang solely
of love, love and happiness,
and spirited follies took turns
piece by piece.
 
How lightly flew the bow,
of her each song did sing.
Now my heart sinks
and my hand is so tired.
 
A silver ring on my finger
quite suddenly broke asunder,
the strings tremolo
like a death cry:
 
Off from my finger,
only falsehood has stuck to it anyway.
Hey! Look, how I can drink now
and fiddle merrily.
 
Why are you weeping, my violin?
 
22.11.2020

Novice Today

Struggling, floundering, a day passing
Screaming, spattering, a day passing
Defying, opposing, a day passing
Striking, crushing, a day passing
 
'Why not realize it?'
Whenever I kick this poor enticement away
Slaps must be then on my face
The number of enemies increases
 
Thus I'm flusteredly looking
For such a kind person
Am I ambitious? Am I righteous?
Do I have feelings? Do I have a sense of shame?

 
Unfortunately, today still a novice
Today, I'm still a novice
Unfortunately, today, still a novice
Today, I'm still a novice

 
Overdoing, falling, a day passing
Obsessed, impatient, a day passing
Stubborn, affected, a day passing
Striking, crushing, a day passing
 
'Let me teach you the essentials'
Whenever I kick an idler's enticement away
He gives me an evil look
Another shelter gonna disappear
 
Thus I'm flusteredly looking
For such a roadless road
Am I ambitious? Am I righteous?
Do I have feelings? Do I have a sense of shame?
 
Unfortunately, today still a novice
Today, I'm still a novice
Unfortunately, today, still a novice
Today, I'm still a novice
 
Repeat
 
21.11.2020

Two kings sat together in Orkadal

Two kings sat together in Orkadal
18.11.2020

Future Start

So Hi Hi Hi! This happiness
Sings out with a Hi Hi Hi!
My heart dances in this sparkling season
 
This pounding in my heart is the first sign
Just brushing it off makes me feel funny
There's a bewildering melody to my excitement
I want a chance to call out to you
 
After school I ran into you by chance
Could this change our future?
Tell me! Tell me please!
 
Hi! Hi! Hi! That happiness
Hi! Hi! Hi! Surrounds you and me
Gets me and fills everything with joy
So Hi! Hi! Hi! This happiness
Sings out with a Hi! Hi! Hi!
My heart dances in this sparkling season
 
Future * Future * To the future!
 
17.11.2020

Remote

I know you said it was very remote
But that remote? That's completely crazy!
This is where you move to when you never want to be found again
It's so quiet...
 
The garden a jungle, the house a hut
Windows and doors with holes in them
You come out, subtle make-up, just beautiful
A long hug
It's so great to see you!
 
And then we sit with our returning feelings
On something like garden chairs from the last century
Fallen out of time and forever changed
And you're asking me: 'What day is it?'
 
The babyphone between us makes so peaceful noises
The little one is sleeping, so quiet and peaceful
 
'I couldn't bear your pity anymore.'
The sentence from you out of nowhere
'The way you looked at my child and then at me
I couldn't stand it.'
 
You say: 'Sometimes it's hard but most of the time it's OK.'
And I know you can't imagine
how little you learn to get by with
When you no longer demand anything
We recognize the liers when we see them
Not by the voice, only by the eyes
 
In a storm on unsteady ground
And missing faith
You're not one of them
You're not one of them
When you say sentences like:
'I swear, I love my child
but I hate my life!'
 
Pulling over on the drive back in the middle of the night
On a country road in no man's land
Cursed every single God in the darkness
And still almost tried to pray
Fists on the steering wheel, head right after
Where are the fucking tears coming from?
Just a disaster tourist who can only guess what it might be like
And forgets everything very quickly
 
But I still hear your sentences in my ear
Your sentences like hand granades
The chance was one to two million
That the little one will be born with it
The chance was there and it was our turn
And now we have to hold on
And do what we can
 
Yes, everyone can become happy, yes yes
But not every single person
Yes,everyone can become happy
But never, never, never every single person
 
And then the usual shit at the farewell:
'See you soon!'
And I know you know that won't happen
Not so soon
The disaster tourist knows what it's like
We don't recognize the lies by the voice
Only by the eyes
 
You say: 'Sometimes it's hard but most of the time it's OK.'
And I know you can't imagine
how little you learn to get by with
When you no longer demand anything
We recognize the liers when we see them
Not by the voice, only by the eyes
 
In a storm on unsteady ground
And missing faith
You're not one of them
You're not one of them
When you say sentences like:
'I swear, I love my child
but I hate my life!'
 
Show me a hero
And I'll write you a tragedy
 
06.11.2020

Jealousy-flavored Chamomile

Of course, you can always count on me
When I’m next to you, I feel like chamomile
Let’s drink it one after another to know how it feels for us
 
Hey, what’s wrong with your frizzy hair?
Caution for tsunami: I’m giving you an eye-roll in return
You’re right next to me with your familiar smile
Our unchanging friendship shows us how everyday goes
 
Sometimes it happens to me when I’ve found the unknown parts of you
Never thought you’d wear that face