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05.08.2021
Unhappy monster
Behind the brown of my eyes
Hides an unhappy monster
Behind the brown of my eyes
Hides an unhappy monster
He's not mean, he's just a little sad
He ignores why
It takes him all alone like that
He prefers to sleep with the lights on
He's afraid of the dark
I wouldn't want him to cry
Behind the brown of my eyes
Hides an unhappy monster
Behind the brown of my eyes
Hides an unhappy monster
He lives with me since my adolescence
He takes some space
Often a bit too much for me
Since the evening I saw him smile at me
He doesn't scare me as much
Sometimes we even get along well
Behind the brown of my eyes
Hides an unhappy monster
Behind the brown of my eyes
Hides an unhappy monster
04.08.2021
Hymn of Karlovac's students
The branches of lilac have bloomed
They adorned that night of ours
In the days of youth, in the days of joy,
In the days of the most wonderful dream
Do you remember that Court garden
Where you kissed me back then?
In that wonderful May,
In your embrace,
Those we're out most wonderful dreams
But nothing last forever in this world,
All of that has passed, everything comes to an end,
People meet, love and part
And in the end, everyone is once again alone
But we are the students of Karlovac
Our memories bring us back there
We too meet, love but do not part
And in the end, no one is alone!
04.08.2021
The coffee
As many as the stirrings of a turkish coffee are
so many were the nights i stayed up because of you
Your unstable love, now and then
sometimes sweet, sometimes bitter, sugar and coffee.
Your tasteless love
a (teaspoon of) coffee,a (teaspoon of) sugar
As many as the evil eyes* were in my last coffee
so many were the pieces of me, when you said ' it's your fault'
And all those coffee-soothsayings* they told me
they were all lies and coffee-ground** talking
04.08.2021
Ready Now
Oh, oh oh, oh oh
It's the end
Oh, oh oh, oh oh
Stop it now, even if I shout, it hurts
You're hurting me with your smile again
An ordinary man without a mask
I'm more afraid of that ordinary face
(Oh eh oh eh oh)
I struggle every day
So that I won't lose to dark emotions
(Oh eh oh eh oh)
I believe
This moment will pass by (Let it go)
An uneasy night that calls me endlessly
The pale light shine in the darkness
All this pain that seems to last forever
With my own hands, it's the end
We're gonna face it together
I'm ready now (Hey, hey)
I'm ready now, it's the end
The painful times
End brilliantly
'Cause I'm ready, It's the end
Oh, oh oh, oh oh
It's the end
Oh, oh oh, oh oh
Throwing the embers, without knowing how it'll grow bigger yeah
The pile of my ashes, inside that cruel joke
Please stop, even if I try to shout out bravely
It's a repetition of unanswered echoes all to myself
A path of endless trials
In the meantime, tomorrow will come
All this pain that seems to last forever
With my own hands, it's the end
We're gonna face it together
I'm ready now (Hey, hey)
I'm ready now, it's the end
The painful times
End brilliantly
'Cause I'm ready, It's the end
Honestly, I'm still nervous and scared
I'm afraid I won't stand it
It's a difficult path
But I'm gonna take another step
End this chain of the wounds
I gonna end it and start again yeah
From the new beginning, we can smile
Let's move forward now (Yeah)
I'm ready now (Hey, hey)
I'm ready now, let's begin
Get ready for another star
We'll have a glorious tomorrow
'Cause I'm ready, let's begin
End this chain of the wounds (Yeah)
We can smile
Let's begin
Yeah, yeah, oh woah
04.08.2021
Dream street
Every garden has
a nest for the birds.
Every road has
a heart for the children.
But you, my lady ,
what are you saying at dawn
and you are staring the stars
that keep falling like a rain.
Give me your hair
to make a prayer out of it,
to start again
the song from the beginning.
Every house hides
some love in the silence.
But a boy considers
love to be a shameful thing.
04.08.2021
In the East of Eden
Ah, i'm asking nothing anymore
tonight this is enough for me
you tapping in the beat of heart
and me not knowing what shadow are you talking about.
Once upon a time
i was asking to know who my God was
and my mother was singing to me
at nights in the dark.
In the East of Eden
lived a bohemian type
who always wore a flower on his lapel
He was very habillé
he had a striped suit
he walked as if he had done ballet
He shared thousands of kisses
he paid for violins to come
and in the evenings he sang sweetly
a such sad melody
I love you, I love you
Amour, toujours
ca va
04.08.2021
Simple lessons of dictatorship without a teacher
You take a dozen of tanks, a trowel* and a plate
and after exorcising Marx you establish a slogan
Choose a bird if possible with two heads*
you put it up on Hymettus with its wings like fans.
Greece of Greek Christians*
without parliament and elections
this is only how nations live
taratatzum taratatzum taratatzum
You put as the prime minister an expatriate from Chicago
in each sentence he says ten 'I' and you pretend to be a magician.
Gatherings are allowed at a maximum of one person
thus avoiding prison and dislocation of the shoulder.
Greece of Greek Christians
without parliament and elections
this is only how nations live
taratatzum taratatzum taratatzum
Arrests are allowed on Tuesday, Wednesday and Saturday
but you can also do them from yesterday to keep them down.
A good day for all this, is one of the many in April*
you start early in the morning and end in the afternoon.
04.08.2021
Remember Me As Nice
Versions: #1
years pass, while you are waiting
a breath and skin on the bedside*
now, those dark nights begin
you hear from distance
you stare close
you sing your song, without forgetting, regrets, wishes
now, on which shoulders are your hands?
how many times do they erase us?
I won't forget you, won't forget. you remember me as nice
they say 'time is cure'
then why your hands are still far?
I won't forget you, won't forget
you remember me as nice
they say 'time is cure'
then why your hands are still far?
04.08.2021
The life of Saint-Jezabel
Jesabel who was a singer
a belly-dance artist
leaves behind Souez
the lights and the scene.
And when she got her salaries
the woman went for,
along with all the faithful,
a pilgrimage in Mecca.
And she said:
'I will enter artificial paradises.'
Jezabel, Jezabel, artificial paradises.
'In the artificial paradises vortex
I shall surrender '
Jezabel, Jezabel, artificial paradises.
'In the artificial paradises vortex
I shall surrender
..the artist'
Everyone thought she was the most likely
woman to become a Sultana,
but she goes instead to have fun
with Jivana the witch
And when she got rid of her stress
she says her prayer
and inside Orian Express
her soul flew.
And she said:
'I will enter artificial paradises.'
Jezabel, Jezabel, artificial paradises.
'In the artificial paradises vortex
I shall surrender '
Jezabel, Jezabel, artificial paradises.
'In the artificial paradises vortex
I shall surrender
..the woman'
There in the lustful East
they proclaimed her a saint
and wishing her to have good health
many smoke a certain substance.
And when they light up, Jezabel
inside the mosque for her
she changes in an instant
and becomes a genie.
And she says:
'I will enter artificial paradises.'
Jezabel, Jezabel, artificial paradises.
'In the artificial paradises vortex
I shall surrender '
Jezabel, Jezabel, artificial paradises.
'In the artificial paradises vortex
I shall surrender
.. the saint'
04.08.2021
A lonely man
What a kind of a man are you
If you think about her?
I know who you are
You're a lonely man
And where do you go
When your mind
Goes always there
Where there are her eyes?
I'm nomore a lonely man
Since you are in my heart
Our love is beautiful, you know
Since you are alone, like me
In your eyes we'll see the way
And in them my life will go on
I couldn't leave your paradise
'Cause I would die for that
She wakes up
I wake up too
If she's asleep
I close my eyes
What kind of a man are you?
Another year and then
I'll know who you are:
A lonely man
I'm nomore a lonely man
Since you are in my heart
Our love is beautiful, you know
Since you are alone, like me
In your eyes we'll see the way
And in them my life will go on
I couldn't leave your paradise
'Cause I would die for that.
I'm nomore a lonely man
Since you are in my heart
04.08.2021
The Big Watch
Every day has an evening, a night, a morning and the later
the long road I take has intricate fight loops
the end doesn't come with walking
it gets longer as you live
the ivy riddle
04.08.2021
The honey-like expectation
Like the expectation of rain during droughts.
Like the expectation of kisses after fasting.
Like the expectation of Saint-George's day when people sow in the hope of reaping*
Like the expectation of Easter when everything is lighted up.
So big is my expectation, for the sunset to take place
for the sun to hide, and for the day to turn into night.
So big is my expectation for the stars to rise high in the sky
So i could talk to them, my love, for you, whom they see.
I've been waiting for them since the morning even if they are not yet kindled
full of joy they light up at once, as soon as i speak to them about you.
I look outside my window and they immediately laugh
i wish you could see them, oh my nightingale, how they sing to me.
I tell them that your eyes, remind me of poetry
and hearing me saying that, they shine even more.
I tell them that your lips are made by honey-bees
that they're dripping honey when they kiss me, and give a sweet taste to my sobbing.
I tell them about the seas you draw for me
so as i can swim, when you sink into my mind.
I'm telling them that you have silky embroidered winds
to fly into my arms, while i am abroad.
As much as i wait for the stars to talk with
they wait for me as well, so i could dress them with love.
They expect a lot to learn about you
they compose poems for you under the moonlight.
I believe they have loved you more than i have..
It's the first time i see stars in love
I believe they have sweetened the whole sky for you
in the name of love, our stars turned into honey.
04.08.2021
We were, you and me
You and me
We were walking together you and me
We were walking on the streets, you and me
Every neighborhood used to tell stories about us
Some they say he loves her, some they say he doesn't
But you were my sun and my shining moon
We were walking in the afternoon in the old quarter
You're near me, and your hair flutters along the way
And when we got to the place I got a little closer to you
Saad Al-Natour surprises us with a bouquet of flowers
We were walking on the streets, you and me
Every neighborhood used to tell stories about us
Some they say he loves her, some they say he doesn't
But you were my sun and my shining moon
We were sitting at the edge of the river in the far valley
My hand in your hair and all the life around us was celebrating
We were sitting at the edge of the river in the far valley
My hand in your hair and all the life around us was celebrating
And, you said
04.08.2021
Espionage Suspect
The men who were Moon’s election-camp
Were arrested as the espionage-suspect
By the red moisture, the Blue House is full of the damp,
There are no sane places by North’s long project!
03.08.2021
Two Past Midnight
Maybe if I'd loved you
I wouldn't be on the other side of this door
And maybe if I'd hated you
I wouldn't cry until I couldn't anymore
You were always saying
when the two of us get older
We should open a curry place
and I think I even agreed
But now the sound of the door closing
is all that fills my room
Just maybe if I'd chased you
a little longer, a little further
We'd still be laughing
here together like before
Two past midnight
Maybe if I could get back time
The two of us could start today over
Even then I'm sure I'd still
be chasing you all over again
'What kind of house will we live in next'
'Wherever it is they have to allow pets'
'And we might need more than two rooms'
Did we really talk about all that?
Now the two of us will never be able
to open the door again
Just maybe if I'd chased you
a little longer, a little further
We'd still be laughing
here together like before
Two past midnight
If I've really lost you
Then time for me is over
Love, promises, everything
it's all meaningless without you
03.08.2021
wines and women
wines and women
the steps that don't know where to go
i will mess myself up again
come and save me from sunset
do i know what i'm doing?
anyways, maybe i'm on the right road
inside of me, there is someone who is estranged to his/her own world
he/she will tell you a lot of things
they have time and place
there is me that i want to be
on the other hand there is someone who is tired of trying to be
there were storms inside of me, even when it was calm
i found myself in houses that i don't know
should i hold responsible myself for one time?
deal, try and cut it off then
as if everything is like what ithey should be, am i only the contrast one?
oh, i can't take it
it frightened this time
my god, please a miracle occurs
wines and women
the steps that don't know where to go
i will mess myself up again
come and save me from sunset
now, everything i care have been changed
as if i'm alone in my own world
there is no voice or somebody who feels my existence
don't stay behind by following your own steps
it's too difficult to dive to deep if you don't know yourself
create your chance, there is no way to solve, you stupid
understand yourself
new women, new wines
maybe they make you realize the mirage
some are just beauty, some are just empty words
talking is boring now, understand through my eyes
i'm little to stay, but much to go
i'm not ready to fight, not ready to make up etiher
get your hands off me, touch what is not familiar with loneliness
oh, i can't take it
it frightened this time
my god, please a miracle occurs
wines and women
the steps that don't know where to go
i will mess myself up again
come and save me from sunset
03.08.2021
Easy (Remix)
This is the remix
Suit without underwear
She tells me she wants danger
That I should do it to her in the Aventador
Oh, the baby is expensive, she likes to be bad
Everyone who points to her wants to wrap her
Everything slides off her, none is equal to her
We are from R.P. and we don't allow to be fucked
Take it easy, stick, like this
Allow
Allow because I'm easy
Don't make it so difficult because I'm easy, I'm easy
Stick like this
Stick
Allow because I'm easy
Don't make it so difficult because I'm easy, I'm easy
The Rolex told me: 'It's twerking time'
The cats, the machine, the flirting
I don't hang out with all this false ones
It was that I got used to seeing the nine zeros on the account
And yes, I'm the miss' baby
They are bitten because we have them in crisis
They were going a hundred, but I ride them on my bike
I am the Adidas, you're just the Yeezys
Tell me, Hi, changing the flow, I feel like I'm flying, haha
It's Friday and I'm single
I'm always in a hurry, I never wait for them
If you're number one, you bastard, well, I'm zero
Let's go to the cats, put them the heavy ones
Hey, a hundred bottle, there's no more
She put on a suit with no panties, that wretched one
Your baby is dreaming that the Ozu'gives it to her
Take it easy, stick, like this
Allow
Allow because I'm easy
Don't make it so difficult because I'm easy, I'm easy
Stick like this
Stick
Allow because I'm easy
Don't make it so difficult because I'm easy, I'm easy
Ozu', you tell me, black
He who knows, knows, as Tego says
She says that she's set for the shooting
And she wants to misbehave like in the videos
Open the door, I run with the bill
I'm with the Ozu', more expensive than the cosos
We have people and the pressure is felt
Bastard, don't talk to us about light, we have the current
Here what we smoke is cri-, like a criminal, baby
Your kitty is dressed full in Old Navy
And that body of yours is of respect
Now we have Rolex and also AP
The carats shine, cars in matte
The baby sent her location
Music for the yacht, I light a bat
The baby is crazy with my song
And whenever I see her, that I see her
She's with the active friends
All of them set for the same flirting
She sticked to me and told me—
Like this, stick, like this
Allow
Allow because I'm easy
Don't make it so difficult because I'm easy, I'm easy
Stick like this
Stick
Allow because I'm easy
Don't make it so difficult because I'm easy, I'm easy
Woh-oh, woh-oh
Do you follow me or don't you follow me yet?
Ozuna
This is the remix
Jhayco
Tell me, Jhay
Jhayco
Tell me, Haze
Jhayco, Jhay Cortez
Hi Music Hi Flo-ow
The pressure
Tell me, Ozu'
Tell me, Tai', you know, pa'i
Directly from Nibiru: Ozuna, and The Pressure, haha
Taiko
Very Easy Remix
Ammu-Nation
House of Haze
Famouz, haha
Hey with this the babies are ours
This is the remix
And the street belongs to us, do you follow me?
03.08.2021
My biggest attraction
You're my temptation..
(You're my temptation)
My Greatest Attraction..
Since I saw you, you stole my attention
Too beautiful you're my temptation,
Since I saw you bathed in sweat,
You're my biggest attraction..
Since I saw you you stole my attention
Too beautiful you're my temptation,
Since I saw you bathed in sweat,
You're my biggest attraction..
Dare to tell me,
Admit that you like it, don't say no
Accept it now and let's go,
Let's spend tonight alone the two of us.
Dare to tell me,
Admit that you like it, don't say no
Accept it now and let's go, (Let's go)
Alone the two of us..
That night when I saw her walking,
She caught my attention
My pressure rose
I didn't tell her to follow in my footsteps,
For some reason,
when she gave herself to me.
If she knew,
If one day she understood
That I like her too much
And I haven't forgotten about her
How much I want her to repeat with me,
What in sheets.. We did no matter what.
Since I saw you, you stole my attention
Too beautiful you're my temptation,
Since I saw you bathed in sweat,
You're my biggest attraction..
Since I saw you, you stole my attention
Too beautiful you're my temptation,
Since I saw you bathed in sweat,
You're my biggest attraction..
I kissed her,
I realize that,
There's no other woman,
That does it so well
I would like to see her again
To steal a kiss from her again.
When i kissed her,
I realize that,
There's no other woman
That does it so well
I would like to see her again,
To steal a kiss from her again.
I know that you love it like this,
Until the ground breaks
Keep dancing for me like this
Freelike a cat in heat. (Ohh)
I know you love it like this, (Eh eh)
Until the ground breaks, (Ohh)
Well, keep dancing for me like this. (Eh ehh)
Since that time I kissed her
I found what I didn't find in any other, (Ehh)
That time I stole a kiss from her,
It was when I realized that. (Ehh)
Since I saw you, you stole my attention
Too beautiful you're my temptation,
Since I saw you bathed in sweat,
You're my biggest attraction..
Since I saw you, you stole my attention
Too beautiful you're my temptation,
Since I saw you bathed in sweat,
You're my biggest attraction..
Humbly this is the new..
(Humbly this is the new)
Fine like Haze
(Fine, Fine like Haze, Fine like Haze)
The Melody Of The Street
(The Melody of the Street)
Get out of that trip and start making music.
(Start making music)
Durán (Durán)
Music)
That deserves to be in your ears
(That deserves to be in your ears)
03.08.2021
The Mysterious Color of Happiness
Catch my happiness
Love is the mysterious color of my happiness
It's like a parachute, suddenly I found my crush in your sky
Don't let the wind carry you away, fall down to my heart
Is it a rose color or the color blue?
The dream that I will see tomorrow
Catch my happiness
Love is the mysterious color of my happiness
Someday, we'll want a fantasy to bloom in our hearts
When I spread out the seven-colored cards, don't hesitate to choose the red heart
Till the day we can see our future in your kind eyes
By falling in love with someone, everyone changes
Catch my happiness
Love is the mysterious color of my happiness
I'm sure it's a fantasy that I want to deliver only to you
Catch my happiness
Love is the mysterious color of my happiness
Catch my happiness
Love is the mysterious color of my happiness
03.08.2021
Rain
By the window
The rain will whisper to me quietly
About how it lived yesterday
And how it'll live later
I'll find
The path that I was looking for
The rain will take me there
Where the moon hangs between cliffs
In my sleep, I
WIll be happy and
It's unlikely I'll wake up,
But I'll feel a bit sorry for you all
I'll return
As a quiet, gentle rain
I'll bring sorrow
So that I can leave forever then
03.08.2021
Life
I can tell the things I lost
I can't tell the feelings I lost
I'm not afraid of giving them up
I'll fight them with what strength I have
The rain stubbornly sticks to my skin
Even if I move forward, it reflects a sidelong glance
That loneliness
My everyday life continues as it has been
Fake lives are tricky
I pretend it's no big deal when we're together
My heart has emptied out
Any warmth would be a gift
I don't see an end to this life
Living has become an anxious adventure
I pretend it's no big deal
My heart is tightly
wrapped up in a big bundle
03.08.2021
I had a hat
I had a hat,
it was heavy and matted,
one hundred and ten women
pulled it from the water
One hundred and ten women
pulled it from the water,
it had no blemishes,
except the edges
were too wide
There came all the weavers,
each with their binds
03.08.2021
Spellbinder
I live in a strange world
And this is as strong as you can handle
Magic crisis, don't panic
Ghosts, monsters, and werewolves
This is not crazy love between us
Lightning magic of alchemy
Power (wohoho)
I will not fight your shadow
You must help me
Before I become dark
I am a Spellbinder
And my life is in danger
Full-fledged magic
Comes to save me (comes to save me)
I am a Spellbinder
And the power is my choice
Full-fledged magic
All at once
Tara Duncan, Tara Duncan
To change you into a toad
You who is the finest of princes
A little more, transformus
Only a princess' kiss
Will transform you, it's a promise
A passionate kiss, transformation
Power (wohoho)
I will not fight your shadow
You must help me
Before I become dark
I am a Spellbinder
And my life is in danger
Full-fledged magic
Comes to save me (comes to save me)
I am a Spellbinder
And the power is my choice
Full-fledged magic
All at once
Tara Duncan, Tara Duncan (x2)
03.08.2021
Have pity on me
Oh, please tell me how to do it
To soothe what hurts you
And to wear peace on your heart
Is there forgiveness?
Well, I know the bad weather will pass
And after the tide goes out
Straightening the direction once and for all
With you, I want the certainty of the same address
The step of a fresh start
Every dawn
The old song rocking the child
The dance that makes the party happy
When the wheel turns in the ilê (*)
The charm of a curió's song (**)
Forever your darling
As long as I live in life
Have pity
Have pity on me, have pity
Longing has a bad taste
Bitter as jiló (***)
Have pity on me, have pity
My love don't do that
Come back and untie this knot
Have pity on me, have pity
Longing has bad taste
Bitter as jiló (***)
Have pity on me, have pity
My love don't do that
Come back and untie this knot
Oh, please tell me how to do it
To soothe what hurts you
And to wear peace on your heart
Is there forgiveness?
Well, the bad weather I know will pass
And after the tide goes out
Straightening the direction once and for all
With you, I want the certainty of the same address
The step of a fresh start
Every dawn
The old song rocking the child
The dance that makes the party happy
When the wheel turns in the ilê (*)
The charm of a curió's song (**)
Forever your darling
As long as I live in life
Have pity
Have pity on me, have pity
Longing has a bad taste
Bitter as jiló (***)
Have pity on me, have pity
My love don't do that
Come back and untie this knot
Have pity
Have pity on me, have pity
Longing has a bad taste
Bitter as jiló (***)
Have pity on me, have pity
My love don't do that
Come back and untie this knot
03.08.2021
Moonlight
Versions: #1
Forget about tonight's bad weather
And all earthly problems,
Forget about loud crowds
And flights which run late
Mute all phones tonight,
Let only our hearts ring,
We will turn off all lights,
May only the moon shine for us
It is not moonlight which shines in the night,
It is your eyes, full of love,
It is not moonlight's fault, rather it's the taste of wine
And your hot lips', that have seduced me
There is no uninvited guest
To come knock and ask for salt and sugar,
Your lips will be enough
For my happiness tonight
It is not moonlight which shines in the night,
It is your eyes, full of love,
It is not moonlight's fault, rather it's the taste of wine
And your hot lips', that have seduced me
03.08.2021
We have A Wish From All People
We have a wish from all people
Let them not say,human unity difficult
Where are the facts,we know
Let them not say anyone the friend but Allah
Christian,Jewry,Mohammedans
Both East,West,North and southerners
This much friend of Allah who are pioneers of facts
Let them not say the roads icy, the mountains snowly
This world who is full,has so much blessing
Humanity's paradise of tranquility and peace
All wealth of it,the service to humanity
Let them not say profit by making weapons
03.08.2021
The slug
The slug, when the night comes
from the dark of the water well
he gets out to the dark of the night,
following his unmistakable instinct ,
he crawls slowly, blindly towards the garden.
Day light scares him. He is afraid
to be exposed naked. Salt scares him.
Thus as soon as a human food-step is heard,
he gathers its luminous antennas,
wrinkles his ash skin
and full of guilt he trusts the soil.
A naked and defenseless creature
the shiver of his body is his only weapon.
31.07.2021
Everyone says this
“Everyone Says This”
You stole my heart, everyone says this, oh yes
I am making a mistake, everyone says this, oh yes
You will break my heart, everyone says this, oh yes
I should be afraid of you, everyone says this, oh yes
Everyone says that you deceive me with your beautiful eyes
Everyone says that you lie with that attractive way you look
Everyone says that I have lost my mind
Everyone says that I should not believe your words
No, but I think you love me
But I think you love me
They say you are not telling the truth, tell me they are lying
They say you are lying, tell me they are not telling the truth
I wonder if I have lost my mind
I wonder if it was wrong to give my heart to you
But I think you love me
But I think you love me
11.07.2021
I love you, brunette
I love you, brunette,
I love you
like one loves glory,
like one loves money,
like one loves a mother,
I love you.
~ ~ ~
I'm dying, uncouth girl,
I'm dying
for your little rosy mouth,
for your flattering laugh,
for the eyes of your face,
I'm dying.
It's the jota
that I always sang,
the salt of my earth,
and olé! Olé!
10.07.2021
Fixer
I can’t sleep until I’ve erased all of my memory up until today
It’s unbearable, how much I wish for a substitute to live my life for me from tomorrow on
Let me say that everything’ll be okay. And then, won’t you let me blame it all on you later?
Since everything’s meaningless now, won’t you let me blame it all on you later?
I can’t make any sense, can’t do anything about the promises I can’t fulfill, at the expense of letting my brain be taken over
By each and every single of the words that are flooding my mind
I can’t see. I want to flee. I want to jump. I want to quit. I can’t avoid it
That’s why
Just let me sink
Until I can’t crawl up anymore
Until you’re sick of it
Just drop me
Until you dangle salvation before me
I crush to bits the drops tasting of lies, altogether with the screams blocked out of my throat
Having a hard time keeping a smile, I’m just whiling away my time as I go along with this know-it-all pretense.
I didn’t want to turn out like this
Today, I’m holding on to my sleepy, sleepy ideal of becoming useful for once, while waiting to be saved
For the first one, say it with my mouth stretched to the ears
Biting my lips hard and painful with all the strength I find in me
Just die, just do it
Without a care for the future or past. If I hate it,
Just destroy everything
Might as well just turn into a perpetrator.
Just sing the next one already, before I have to spit out
This flavorless irritation that’s more than I can eat and sadness from which nothing ever comes
I might as well
Just dance the dance
Let it ring out, before I completely turn an ashen color
Just change, just change
Until I can fall asleep
I might as well
Just snatch it away, snatch it away,
Exposing all the lies I’ve tamed
I’ve been looking at a false image that flitted through my feverish mind
I’ve been looking at my own self
07.07.2021
Eager hands, strange cities
Winter night, we travel with all our might,
snow lays on everything, naked and hard as a bone,
which the last pissing dog doesn't care about
we wander slowly through the hellish icy wind that flows with us
by the stream of lights and lonesome streets.
Faith in us - disbelief. And all around us
in the sharp blackening whistling frost without a shadow
towering glowing dark skyless huge
square houses made of paper.
Winter night, we travel with all our might.
Snow lays on everything. In a bend at the end of an empty tunnel
with a long howl in the opposite direction of sleep
an illuminated half-empty subway train passes us
and in it numb, thin, uncertain, approximate people
with heads a little of nothing and a little of paper.
Winter night, we travel with all our might.
Through the stretched thin soundproof walls of the huge
paper houses are moving towards us
enlarged, internally drawn counter-shadows -
they play in half-sleep and insomnia without a break
your private secret war games,
immersed deep in the cool screens that
leak in all flammable heads from semi-paper.
Their cells beep, programs aim: win
your private fight! Destroy your enemy! Get rid of his body!
Burn his thin pale paper face!
Winter night, we travel with all our might,
through a quiet sleeping town. full of endless
ghostly square houses made of paper -
to human howls on untouched snow,
we are frozen by the red spot of wildly pulsating blood.
Burning us in the middle of the frost
the calling of the other side of the impenetrable paper wall.
I'm burning with the unreal touch of the other party,
possible touch on the other side of the paper.
Eager hands,
foreign cities.
A wall in front of me
and the way in me.
Summer day, dawn, we row slowly
to the radiant cities, their approaching shimmering wall
on the other side of the river, which swallowed time.
I have anxiety in my heart. The voice creaks in us.
Summer day, dawn, we row slowly.
the sun burns sharp flickering signs and smolders on the heavy water
signs and decay. The wide river flows lazily somewhere. where-here is the wreck of the fish that
reproduced shadows stuck in the shallows where
empty brightness shines in the living ruins.
That shore is in us.
Summer day, dawn, we slowly row,
with each dip of the oar, our smile disappears, with each beat unknown anxiety grows in us, in faraway rushes unsaid fear curls.
Unknown colorful birds scream - and in their
penetrating scream as in in-focus lenses
suddenly we see the other shore fairly close.
Wild men in paper face masks
on the edge of a motionless clown with half-closed eyes,
they are waiting for us and they shoot without moving
something invisible and poisoned, which electrically strikes
deep inside us and our
paper shadows bursting into flames -
without a drop of blood, without a trace.
Wild men stand on the opposite, unconfessed side
of our own blood,
in paper fading faces
silently and without moving watch for their time.
Summer day, morning, we row slowly
against the rippled air wall. Sweat shines
against the sun, sweat burns on the forehead and muscles. The touch
of the other shore is burning us.
The touch of the other shore is burning us. The sun is carrying us away.
We are blinded by the burden of waters.
In eager hands Light tremor.
The oar is in the river. Deep
in the heart, narrow wade is oozing.
06.07.2021
Change The Step
Pim-pom-bara-bara
Pom-bara-bara
Pom-bara-bara
Ra-Rauw
[Jennifer Lopez]
She lives her life like a tango
But now she wants fire between her lips
He doesn't deserve to have her in his arms
Ske knows that, she knows that
Now it's her turn to
Drink the bottle
And go out and have fun
And it goes like this
One, two, three, come forward
Left, right, left, come forward
One, two, step, come forward
What you wanna do is just dance, dance, dance, dance
One, two, three, come forward
Left, right, left, come forward
One, two, step, come forward
What you wanna do is just dance, dance, dance, dance
Change the step
Change the step
Change the step
What you wanna do is just dance, dance, dance, dance
Change the step (Change the step)
Change the step (Change the step)
Change the step
What you wanna do is just dance, dance, dance, dance
Her life is better now without him
She knows that her hips don't fail her
She doesn't need anyone to be well
She doesn't fail, she doesn't fail
Dance, you want dance
I'm ready to go like you see
Now they are in line for me with my friends
Killing the league like you see, eh
One, two, three, come forward
Left, right, left, come forward
One, two, step, come forward
What you wanna do is just dance, dance, dance, dance
One, two, three, come forward
Left, right, left, come forward
One, two, step, come forward
What you wanna do is just dance, dance, dance, dance
Change the step
Change the step
Change the step
What you wanna do is just dance, dance, dance, dance
Change the step (Change the step)
Change the step (Change the step)
Change the step
What you wanna do is just dance, dance, dance, dance
[Rauw Alejandro]
She's staying single
Now she makes love to whoever she wants
She's (Ah) staying single
Now she makes love to whoever she wants (Ra-Rauw)
[Rauw Alejandro]
She left him because no one leaves her (You're a jerk, hehe)
She got ready for it, now was when she let go (Okay)
She's delicious (Ooh!)
Mami, you're something else (Ih-yih)
The look she has is expensive (Rauw)
I'm not afraid and you're dangerous (Mami, say it, ayy)
She's in the same lane as me (Me)
She's not for relationships (Yeah)
In the club, she got lit (Okay)
Let them tell her something, she doesn't give a fuck (Ooh, yeah)
With the high she rose (She rose)
We play the same game (Oh, yeah)
You lied to her and it didn't work out
You broke the code, she forgot you (Yah!)
[Jennifer Lopez]
One, two, three, come forward (Oh)
Left, right, come forward (Ah)
One, two, step, come forward
What you wanna it's just this, this, this, this (Yeah)
One, two, three, come forward (Oh, yeah)
Left, right, left, come forward (Oh, yeah-yeah)
One, two, step, come forward
What you wanna do is just dance, dance, dance, dance
(Uh)
Change the step (Ah!)
Change the step (Ooh-ooh)
Change the step
What you wanna do is just dance, dance, dance, dance (Yeah)
Change the step (Change the step)
Change the step (Change the step)
Change the step
What you wanna do is just dance, dance, dance, dance (Yah!)
Ra-Rauw, ayy
Rauw Alejandro
J.Lo
Oh, yeah-yeah
Oh, yeah-yeah
What you wanna do is just dance, dance, dance, dance