12.12.2021
Depegöz
Oghuz had a shepherd
He saw a fairy, wish he could not see
Seasons came and passed
It was the time to return that was given as a trust
The soil had plumped and became like a drum
A couple of brave-men rid horses on it
Eventually, the soil became a beloved
Oh fellas, what happened? 09.12.2021
In this neighbourhood
I look outside and sigh
Life is a bitter wine and I give it a try
People that prepare hookahs, prostitutes and bums
Steamers, sailors, papatzides, fortune tellers
But, in this neighbourhood, where the children are running around
The patrol cars shine at nights
Gods and demons are chasing me mother
They look for me in fortune tellers and in oracles
But the neighbourhood doesn't tell them about my plans
And the police are enraged
I have a heavy load on my chest
To taste all the drinks of sin
I want to throw down my luck like a dice
All the rebetes of the world to write history
My palm is writing the history of the neighbourhood
The best people were covered with tombs
I've got every building in my mind
I have been carving the walls of the detention centre since I was 15
In which square's benches did we meet up?
Where we fell in love, where we first kissed?
Our neighbourhoods are next to each other, but we got lost
It was your turn to count and we all hid
Five, ten, fifteen and I come out
I started counting as a kid and I opened my eyes when I was a full grown man
Since I was in a hurry, I could't wait
I fell in love with night as much as the bead's sound
(Let's go) Throw weed in the hookah
(Let's go) Tune up the baglamades
(Opa) As for her sake tonight
There'll be troubles in the neighbourhood tonight
(Heeey) Tell me no more about her
I forgot about her as soon as I finished my drink
I saw in her eyes what was left
I didn't think about what I did and I lost her
The blinds are closed all day long
I saw life break up the toughest boys
We're the ones that the new age hasn't changed
Out of our cages, children, wild beasts
I look outside and sigh
Life is a bitter wine and I give it a try
People that prepare hookahs, prostitutes and bums
Steamers, sailors, papatzides, fortune tellers
But, in this neighbourhood, where the children are running around
The patrol cars shine at nights
08.12.2021
I Miss the Time with You
oh, I miss the time
oh, I miss the time
oh, I miss the time with you
You weren't with me long enough
I ask myself where I should go
I don't know, I simply stay put
I don't want to idealize
We will stand on all fours
Despite our living situation
There was hardly stress, who has that (stress) anyway?
oh, I miss the time
oh, I miss the time
oh, I miss the time with you
did you know, when we were in Holland
on the sea in the wind and absolutely not warm
actually I really didn't want to go at all
of course your joy gave it meaning
it was steady the whole time
you were happy, i was ready
to change the world, starting with me
but we didn't discuss much
oh, I miss the time
oh, I miss the time
oh, I miss the time with you
then you were sad, I was too dumb
to notice it right away, something was wrong
maybe you dreamed of more for yourself?
I have dreamed, I have only cried
oh, I miss the time
oh, I miss the time
oh, I miss the time with you
06.12.2021
I love you, who is not the best in the world
That blossoming, blossoming flower of frost
Someone plucked it again, and so I cried
Ah, how, how am I supposed to protect it?
That promise was eaten by summertime's bugs.
After waiting for him for so long I noticed
The piling snow shines like noon
When I'm in love with you, who is not the best in the world
I can let go, I can forget
Without having to understand anything
Ah, I'm nagging again saying this and that
It's a bad habit that came out once again
Anytime, always, I'm without change
Except for the number of wrinkles as I'm wasting evenings
I was standing on love's pathway for such a long time
That I've noticed those entangled fingers looked so empty to me
When I'm in love with you, who is not the best in the world
I become impure, I'm captivated by you
You, who understands me
I was stolen away, my words were eaten
For putting up with my adornments and loving me - thank you, really
I want this to truly be something
If it's with you, with, with you!
When I was next to someone, who's not my favorite in the world
There, everywhere I was seeing the shadow of you, who wasn't by my side
When I'm in love with you, who is not the best in the world
I can forget, I can once more
see the 'you' I saw that day
the 'you' who's next to me
Until the sunrise, when spring comes around
01.12.2021
Spring is Here
Spring is here, spring is here
See! Spring is full again everywhere
In the field, the birds also sing
Every flock of fervent, funny gatherings
Spring is here, spring is here
Nature blooms like smiling flowers with winds
Spring is here, spring is here
Let's sing the song 'Welcome to Spring' together.
Open air is full of beautiful girls
With charming smiles like flowers
In a blue Ao Dai with colorful flowers
She looks pretty like a moon fairy
A few of the kids squealed with giggles
Let's have fun together
And flocks of young birds flying full of sky
Singing together too, chirping
Chorus:
A song called 'Welcome to Spring.'
Rhythm with fireworks sounds
Welcome spring this year
And say goodbye to an old winter
Filled with space with blessings
A beautiful spring fairy is here
As if the best things here with us
And our hearts feel so loved in life.
Spring is here, spring is here
See! Spring is full again everywhere
Spring is here in the fields
Farmers plow their fields in happy spring
Spring is here, spring is here
Everywhere, country girls smile happily in the spring breeze
Spring is here, spring is here
Let's sing the song 'Welcome to Spring' together ... Spring is back
28.11.2021
Go, my boat, sail away, sail away
Go, my boat, sail away, sail away
Go, my boat, sail away, sail away
Sail away along the blue waves of Mahanadi River, joyfully dancing
Sail away along the blue waves of Mahanadi River, joyfully dancing
Go, my boat, sail away, sail away
Go, my boat, sail away, sail away
Sail away along the blue waves of Mahanadi River, joyfully dancing
Sail away along the blue waves of Mahanadi River, joyfully dancing
There's a maiden taking bath in Mahanadi in Sambalpur
On the bathing spot, her red saree-end can be seen
Oh Maiden, tell me, how terrible your parents must be for not marrying you off by now
Sailor, listen to me, my parents are looking for a groom
Sailor, listen to me, my parents are looking for a groom
Girl: - My dad seeks a distant relative while mom seeks a live-in son-in-law
My dad seeks a distant relative while mom seeks a live-in son-in-law
Go, my boat, sail away, sail away [Chorus]
There's a belle below the wall surrounding Kantilo Nilamadhaba temple
She has untucked her beautiful black hairs in the river stream
Oh Belle, tell me, how terrible your parents must be for not marrying you off by now
Girl: - Sailor, listen to me, they're busy matching the stars
Sailor, listen to me, they're busy matching the stars
But the old school boy is unwilling saying that I'm an upper caste girl
But the old school boy is unwilling saying that I'm an upper caste girl
Go, my boat, sail away, sail away [Chorus]
On the bank of Mahanadi at Banki, there's this beautiful girl
She's sitting on the women's bathing spot, with a heavy heart
Oh Bachelorette, tell me, how terrible your parents must be for not marrying you off by now
Girl: - Sailor, listen to me, who is willing to marry me?
Sailor, listen to me, who is willing to marry me?
Whoever sees me, is unwilling to do so, citing that I'm ugly
Whoever sees me, is unwilling to do so, citing that I'm ugly
Go, my boat, sail away, sail away [Chorus]
On the bank of Mahanadi at Gagagadia, there's this Katakiani (Cuttack girl)
She's washing her golden body, shining the bathing spot meanwhile
Oh girl, tell me, how terrible your parents must be for not marrying you off by now
Girl: - Sailor, listen to me, how shameless you must be?
Sailor, listen to me, how shameless you must be?
Why do you care if I marry or not?
Why do you care if I marry or not?
Go, my boat, sail away, sail away [Chorus]
A charming girl from Puri, upon spotting a lonely bathing spot
Has finished bathing and is adjusting her saree
Oh beautiful, tell me how terrible your parents must be for not marrying you off by now
Girl: - Sailor, listen to me, how can I get a good groom?
Sailor, listen to me, how can I get a good groom?
A landed groom from Bhubaneswar is only interested in Cuttack girls
A landed groom from Bhubaneswar is only interested in Cuttack girls
Go, my boat, sail away, sail away [Chorus]
Go, my boat, sail away, sail away [Chorus]
Sail away along the blue waves of Mahanadi River, joyfully dancing
Sail away along the blue waves of Mahanadi River, joyfully dancing
Go, my boat, sail away, sail away [Chorus]
Go, my boat, sail away, sail away [Chorus]
26.11.2021
I Can't See You, Understand?
Get away, get away from me!
Get away, get away from me!
I'm miserable! Begone, you ghosts!
Poor me! They appear too often!
At this rate, the day will never come
When I can get peace of mind
I'm not trying to see the invisible (but she's a seer who can't not see them)
I can't take it anymore, anymore, anymore
On a normal sunny day, I was talking with friends
When I found us visited by a bunch of ghosts
Will they leave us while we're ignoring them?
For crying out loud, don't follow us around!
I'm miserable! Begone, you ghosts!
Poor me! They appear too often!
Is this all about fate, life, and rebirth?
Stop it! You're making me shudder!
Too much! I must take no notice!
At this rate, the day will never come
When I can get peace of mind
Horrible monsters making my heart beat fast (I'm afraid they might hear it)
Have they disappeared yet? No, they haven't. . .
If I buy talismans and prepare a large salt pile
Can I have a good night's sleep? Definitely not!
When I want to cry, I say to myself 'Hang in there! Keep calm, I'll be OK!'
That's how every day goes
That's it! No more fearful encounters!
Even the strongest beads are useless!
Do they see through me? Yes, of course, perfectly!
They're far from blurry in my vision
Like flawless high-resolution images
At this rate, there will be no hope
That I can live a happy life
I'm miserable! Begone, you ghosts!
Poor me! They appear too often!
Is this all about fate, life, and rebirth?
Stop it! You're making me shudder!
Too much! I must take no notice!
At this rate, the day will never come
When I can get peace of mind
Get away, get away from me! Please don't scare me!
Get away, get away from me! Don't creep up on me!
Get away, get away from me! What terrible creatures!
Get away, get away from me! Perhaps I'm a big failure!
23.11.2021
God willed it!
Versions: #2
God willed it! God willed it!
God willed it! God willed it!
What a lovely face! God willed it!
It is impossible to look away from these eyes ... God willed it!
I stole you, but I got the whole world with you.
God willed it! God willed it!
What a lovely face! God willed it!
The color of your love is deep, beautiful ... God willed it!
I stole you, but I got the whole world with you.
Recitative:
Oh beloved, by the will of God, you are delightful
Oh beloved, by the will of God, I miss you
Oh darling, by the will of God, you drive me crazy
Drive me crazy, drive me crazy, drive me crazy ...
If it burns, then let it burn!
If it burns, then let it burn!
Let this whole world burn!
Let there be only me for you and you for me ...
Listen to me my beloved
Your friendship and your love
Always have been, are now and always will be.
God willed it! God willed it!
What a lovely face! God willed it!
It is impossible to look away from the eyes ... God willed it!
I stole you, but I got the whole world with you.
You are the spark in the embers!
You are the brightest of the stars!
God has generously gifted you ...
(literally: God created you slowly).
Your love is my peace, my prayer,
When I found you, I found true faith.
God willed it! God willed it!
What a lovely face! God willed it!
It is impossible to look away from these eyes ... God willed it!
I stole you, but I got the whole world with you.
I stole you, I got the whole world with you ...
Recitative:
Oh beloved, by the will of God, you are delightful
Oh beloved, by the will of God, I miss you
Oh darling, by the will of God, you drive me crazy
Drive me crazy, drive me crazy, drive me crazy ...
22.11.2021
Stronghold of Immorality
I recognized being alone.
that is basically for an eternity,
so happiness and such will not become
something of yours.
At the bottom of the sea of denial,
inside the sunken ruins,
let’s make a past that was lost a secret
“Say that you don’t know anything.”
the corruption is so easy to see that
it turns into words.
The exposition of conceit is interesting cinema.
Do you intend to project that on the screen?
You foolish ones who cling to crumbling pillars,
You people who wear the darkness, sleep in peace.
Hearts that attract each other shake the narrow rope.
“Don’t fall down,” I shout for the
first time.
The connection was severed.
That was definitely barefaced karma.
You also carry unnecessary guilt on your back.
We drink the poison in the beginning,
Since we’ve been given the role,
And without thinking we
return ourselves to the past.
“Is it time to do something?”
Throw away your soul. This work is far
away from virtue.
You whispered that this won’t take long angel?
Your voice overlaps with the rest.
Carried away by the high waves of the
judgement that pushes on,
The stronghold gets washed away and turns into ruins.
When you made your demands, you
probably felt it.
Come to me. This hand won’t let go.
The water leads everything into
purification.
I want to try forgetting just a little.
When the funeral bells ring, i’ll
stop the calamity that will be
resurrected.
It’s foolish to cling to crumbling pillars,
The darkness begins it’s attack. Sleep
once more.
Hearts that attract each other keep one
fist clenched.
“Don’t fall down,” I shouted for the
first time.
Carried away by the high waves of
judgement that pushes on,
The stronghold gets washed away and
turns into ruins.
When you made your demands, you
probably felt it.
Come to me. This hand won’t let go.
21.11.2021
Guest
How many winters since we last parted
Which day is it today? Sometimes I'll think of you
Your message came so suddenly
Catching me by surprise and making me stand frozen where I was
When everyone's happy for you
I foolishly began to realize
That someone has already ordered a wedding dress for you
Thanks for specially inviting me to witness your love
I constantly remind myself not to turn away
Holding the invitation and approaching step by step
To the venue he meticulously designed
Unfortunately, this scene belongs to you
And I am just a guest
I let go of all my memories to help fulfill your love
Yet I can't believe this is destiny
After all this time, you feel so distant
And your greeting was done so politely
Why should we deliberately conceal in front of him
That my world once had you
Soon, the bells start to toll
You stand there patiently, waiting for him to approach
Gently, he gets down on one knee
And inserts the diamond ring into your ring finger
When everyone's happy for you
I foolishly began to realize
That there is already nothing left between us
Thanks for specially inviting me to witness your love
I constantly remind myself not to turn away
Today, you look exceptionally beautiful
This beauty which I once held
Unfortunately, this wedding is between you and him
And I am just a guest
I let go of all my memories to help fulfill your love
Yet I can't believe this is destiny
Happily ever after became once upon a time
And I try to sincerely congratulate you
Please forgive me for being rude and inconsiderate
for choosing to leave too soon
This isn't some idol drama
So why am I acting so painstakingly
In this unbearable scene
Thanks for specially inviting me to watch the love you want
Perhaps being a guest is another kind of destiny
I, who left you, as it stands
Have no right to care for you
After all, the one who found love is you
And I am just a guest
I let go of all of our memories to celebrate your wedding
Yet I never have the courage to congratulate you
Thank you for giving me a wake up call
And returning my heart to me
At least I can still become
The guest who witnessed your love
He was really lucky to have met you
But I hope that he loves you more than I do
21.11.2021
Free from this world
Free from this world and all its human feelings.
Not a day goes by when I don't hate myself
And I only wish to end my life in the night
Become one with the night and the darkness
The darkness that enenigens so much of my life intolerable
Blood, the only thing that controls that I live
There is no more beautiful sight than blood, my blood
I love it, I'm hungry
Just seeing drops of blood dripping from my body
My wrists, my revelation
The only true thing that shows me the meaning of life
Death
Death is the meaning of all life
First birth, growth, pain, hate and death
Death is the solution to everything
Your only friend in the dark
21.11.2021
Gift of life
With the gift of life undeniably follows death
In a world built of power structure and ideology.
Is this the ultimate truth?
The final solution
But how your life is formed, death follows with
You don't have a choice, just as you don't choose life
Life chooses you
Values are chosen, but life is still involved
The energy of your soul
Man will always search for a truth that does not exist
An answer to existence, but the answer will always be no
You will never find yourself in this world, you will never find peace
Little will ever stand still in what seems to be the perfect moment
The only choice is to choose when it ends
The moment to touch the blood in your veins and watch it disappear down the drain
Along with broken dreams and memories
Dreams of another world. Dreams of death
Peace descends in the soul as the fountain of life leaves you.
Dreams of death...
Gift of life...
19.11.2021
This Love Takes Me Down
Lalalalalala lalalalalala lalalalalala lalalalala
Who was expecting me to fall in love
And to be tormented with love
Awake and moving on the bed all the night
Because of her
Who told that I will be jealous
to live all this trouble
This what love can do
It takes me down
Who was expecting me to fall in love
And to be tormented with love
Awake and moving on the bed all the night
Because of her
Who told that I will be jealous
And to live all this trouble
This what love can do
It takes me down
This love is taking me down
My situation is difficult I was not thinking that love has a tax
Lalalalalala lalalalalala lalalalalala lalalalala
I keep sweetning my words, in the winter of my age, I'm drown in my romance having no clue about what's going around
I was just playing love, now love is playing me, taking me tight and surrounding me
I keep sweetning my words, in the winter of my age, I'm drown in my romance having no clue about what's going around
I was just playing love, now love is playing me, taking me tight and surrounding me
This love is taking me down My situation is difficult I was not thinking that love has a tax
Lalalalalala lalalalalala lalalalalala lalalalala
Who was expecting me to fall in love And to be tormented with love Awake and moving on the bed all the night Because of her
Who told that I will be jealous And to live all this trouble This what love can do It takes me down
This love is taking me down My situation is difficult
I was not thinking that love has a tax
Lalalalalala lalalalalala lalalalalala lalalalala
19.11.2021
Sumrak
Kada sumrak padne na moje srce
Kada mi oči proliju poslednju kišu, možda
Jednog dana ću se možda oprostiti od svog srca zbog tebe
Otići ću, da me tvoji snovi ne proganjanu
Ako nadjem način, otići ću odavde
Ili mi neće biti spasa, neće biti dobro za rane
Tvoju ljubav ću baciti na točak moje mržnje
Uspomene neće doći, shvati da sam otišao
18.11.2021
A bridge to tomorrow
Now you'll row a boat
Crossing the stormy sea called youth
At the tip of the storm across the tears
I wait for you
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down.
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down.
The youth that doesn't come twice
Is something one risks without stopping
Even if the light fades, across the tears
I wait for you
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down.
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down.
We'll check by lending a hand
The warmth and tenderness
For being in contact, thank you
Thank you
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will ease your mind.
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will ease your mind.
15.11.2021
Like Spring Flowers
Spring is a joy here
Spring brings love to the heart
Birds sing together in the morning sun
Apricot and cherry blossoms bloom profusely
The scent of spring is ecstatic
I see it in my heart, it's fun
Spring brings green to the leaves
And the heart so peaceful
From afar to the country to celebrate 'Tết'
With a thousand wishes for one another
I wish every family a lot of wellbeing
Welcome to the new spring.
Spring is on the streets.
Let the soul be full of joy
Radiant soul, singing with spring melodies
Oh there! Spring is flower and fruit time
Bright sun shines on branches of flowers
Chorus:
Everywhere cheerfully greets the peaceful spring
I wish each other without worries, every family is always happy
Good luck to each other, every heart is always warm
Happy spring reunited, celebrate 'Tết', spring brings blessings here
Everyone greets 'Tết' with rosy spring sunshine
Fireworks greet spring and gather to cook 'Chưng' cakes
Singing a song 'Happy Spring' makes the heart burst with joy
I love everyone who laughs
Spring is here full of freshness
More love life ....
09.11.2021
Whale Fall
Blowing hot and cold, then suddenly warming up
Ebbing and flowing, pulling the stars under
Inseparable with the sea, yet ending up stranded ashore
Before me lies nothing but the dark night
Let the rough seas rage on over yonder
Scary as it may be, I could still lie down peacefully, not caring how the water splashes about
Let me be encoffined in water and become a dessert
It’s only fair that I be transformed into nutrients – there's no need to be sentimental about it
How can I be worthy of love when I’m sunk deep in the ocean?
If the doomed fate of our relationship had long been sealed
There’d be no need to dwell on whether one had it or not
The reward is seeing those smiling faces
As the whale falls under, only the cold radiates on
While silence slowly descends upon the sunless abyss
Let the fish come and feast
On this carcass buried in the ocean trench, a legacy for the living
How can I imagine myself spreading my wings, soaring the skies?
Swimming in the sea with flippers is nowhere as smooth
Though they are alike, why haven’t I seen myself take off with mine?
No matter how many times I breach the surface, it’s still like this
The whale flaps its wings but never reaches the sky, as its remaining years are lost to the deep sea
How can I be worthy of love when I’m sunk deep in the ocean?
If the doomed fate of our relationship had long been sealed
There’d be no need to dwell on whether one had it or not
The reward is seeing those smiling faces
As the whale falls under, only the cold radiates on
While silence slowly descends upon the sunless abyss
Let the fish come and feast
On this carcass buried in the ocean trench, a legacy for the living
The soul attaches itself to bubbles and surfaces
08.11.2021
Duplicitous
Duplicitous, all your loveful promises
Are gone away with the west wind
Somniloquy, my preferred reliance
Just like a withered flower
Like an igniting spark, my passionate eyes
Have ever lit up the most splendid sky
A heavy shock to me, your loveless breaking up
When I needed you most
Then crisscrossed love and hatred made me feeble
Afraid of these causeless hardships
Then rising and falling joys and sorrows muted me
Wait a minute, these wounds shall be free
Then crisscrossed love and hatred made me feeble
Afraid of these causeless hardships
Then rising and falling joys and sorrows muted me
Wait a minute, these wounds shall be free
Duplicitous, your hypocritical countenance
Marked at the corners of heart
Nothing to say, the karma from my indulgence
Just like a broken and bare hill\
Like nature itself, my purest palpitation
Has burst the hottest rhythm
Unstoppable, your excessive abandonment
Of all the limpid feelings
Then crisscrossed love and hatred made me feeble
Afraid of these causeless hardships
Then rising and falling joys and sorrows muted me
Wait a minute, these wounds shall be free
Then crisscrossed love and hatred made me feeble
Afraid of these causeless hardships
Then rising and falling joys and sorrows muted me
Wait a minute, these wounds shall be free
Shall be free, shall be free
08.11.2021
China in my Heart
I haven't ever walked the long road my father has trekked
His youth was filled with vicissitudes of life, blood and tears
I haven't ever seen the land my father used to see
His nostalgia is so surging like a great river
So I can only peep at my father's eyes
To feel his vicissitudes of fortune in the deepest of his sight...
I haven't ever gotten the same scar as my father's
His scar makes him afraid of the past unbearable to recall
I haven't ever undergone the same struggle as my father has
His parting is a frustrating dream in the middle of the night
So I can only wait for the moment my father is visibly moved
To feel his tangling love and hatred when he's most tranced...
What China means, I used to wonder
Till now I've learnt, she's beating in my chest
What China means, now I know really well
She's my father's lifelong waiting, my innate glory
08.11.2021
Two Eternities
In the sky hangs a hooklike crescent,
On the ground covers smoke the towers
04.11.2021
Khaberni Keef
The world is a storyteller
(Alternate translation: the world is punishing)
The world is stories, and we went on
Living in peace
And if we’re in a dream, we don’t speak [of it]
Our love is strange
Our love is strange and we forget
Lost in words
And if there were words, we wouldn’t speak
(Alternate translation: if there was something to say, we wouldn’t speak)
The dream is merciful
And our imagination, more beautiful
And here it ends
Our conversation, all of it
The dream is merciful
And our imagination, more beautiful
And here it ends
Our conversation, all of it
Tell me how you want me, want me to dream
Tell me how you want me, want me to dream
Tell me how you want me, want me to dream
Tell me how
Tell me
We saw a crow
We saw a crow and were hypnotized
We heard voices
They always spoke within us
Our love is simple
And can’t satisfy us
The dream is lost
[That one] that made us lose ourselves
The dream is wasting
Our imagination, more wasted
And here it ends
Our conversation, everything
The dream is wasted
Our imagination, more wasted
And here it ends
Our conversation, all of it
Tell me how you want me, want me to dream...
...Tell me
Direct me how
Do you want me to try to lose myself?
Direct me clearly
Maybe tomorrow I’ll recover, I’ll make it
I hide my flaws, I lie about my name, I erase everything else
I change my color, I change my hair, I change my faith
How do you draw me?
Make me understand (how)
Inspire me (how)
Humor me a little (how)
Tell me how
Tell me
Tell me how you want me, want me to dream...
...Tell me
Tell me how you want me, want me to dream...
...Tell me
02.11.2021
Deep Wound of Sad Love (A Sad Wound)
Deep wound of sad love ... who feels no pain?
A sad love wound awaits us ... who can still look back?
I blame myself for keeping the heartbroken pain
Be helpless, carry a petrified heart
I buried myself in a deep pit without moaning
Without guilt in loneliness with a sad wound
This love, I don't expect a way out,
Just let the wind blow it away
This life, I don't expect to be saved
Sad fate, how to dream of a couple?
Rooted melancholy hurts more
It fades body and soul
Maybe myself ... it's a sad wound too
What's left in my hands, when love melts like smoke
On the way of life, I will wander alone
What's left in my heart? when everything is dull and bitter
Love is gone, passions also fade
When sadness is filled just to understand ...
Immersed in pain is endless
The rest of my life for me ... Life is just a sad wound
Rap
It's like I'm a trace of sadness
You turned away without turning your head
When hate creeps into love, who knows?
This life is a pain buried underneath ...
Today if we are still aware of it
To be loved and shared means to be happy
If we're apart tomorrow, we'll understand
Life has always left us sad wounds in love ...!
Pre-Chorus:
How to forget the inconsolable pain?
When the heart is trapped in a labyrinth of frozen love
How can I have fun in a world full of sadness?
I don't have love because my heart is dead.
Chorus:
This love, I don't expect a way out,
Just let the wind blow it away
This life, I don't expect to be saved
Sad fate, how to dream of a couple?
Rooted melancholy hurts more
It fades body and soul
Maybe myself ... it's a sad wound too
What's left in my hands, when love melts like smoke
On the way of life, I will wander alone
What's left in my heart? when everything is dull and bitter
Love is gone, passions also fade
When sadness is filled just to understand ...
Immersed in pain is endless
The rest of my life for me ... Life is just a sad wound
The rest of my life for me ... Life is just a sad wound
Maybe myself ... it's a sad wound too
31.10.2021
Days Long Gone
It’s so strange to think
on a day that should be about happiness and peace
In the window there are little shoes
that signify the passage of time
Christmas is back
Days long gone
come to life again
The songs we always sang
vibrating around me
This Christmastime
I think about the value of generosity
Trying to give my loved ones
everything you gave to me, this Christmas
See what they’re looking forward to
Having everyone together is magical to me
Fresh white snow
What brings me new paths, a way forward
Christmas is back
Christmas is back
Days long gone
come to life again
The songs we always sang
vibrating around me
This Christmastime
I think about the value of generosity
Trying to give my loved ones
everything you gave to me, this Christmas
The memories are still alive
You're in the front of my mind
And tonight, I think you're here
Days long gone
come to life again
The songs we always sang
vibrating around me
This Christmastime
I think about the value of generosity
Trying to give my loved ones
everything you gave to me, this Christmas
Days long gone
come to life again
The songs we always sang
Oooh
28.10.2021
Evening star
Versions: #2
The day is gone, who is stealing it
i used to know once, but i forgat
those who have worked and labored
threw away the dirty laundry.
And you, my evening-star
you fit in the sunset
your eyes are innocent
do not lower them down.
States always dance
in a circadian rhythm
the lights are switched on to get in time
for the unstableness of the night.
And you, my evening-star
you fit in the sunset
your eyes are innocent
do not lower them down.
Our steps, unwillingly
are precious gifts to those
who stay behind waiting
every evening for a hug.
And you, my evening-star
you fit in the sunset
your eyes are innocent
do not lower them down.
Amid the dark, they will show up
some distant sparkling
whispering, reminding
three times in a row
And you, my evening-star
you fit in the sunset
your eyes are innocent
do not lower them down.
27.10.2021
kiss-kiss
Kiss-kiss, kiss-kiss
I'm a kitty you're a kitty
And your kisses
are almost like a soft drug
Kiss-kiss, kiss-kiss
I'm not gonna come today
I'll get very angry
and cool off until dinner
You're a hater of cats
but still call me a kitty
You strongly oppose drugs
I have a sprained leg
Monday evening
and sweet wine
We are two lazybones
It's very warm in your arms
Kiss-kiss, kiss-kiss
I'm a kitty you're a kitty
And your kisses
are almost like a soft drug
Kiss-kiss, kiss-kiss
I'm not gonna come today
I'll get very angry
and cool off until dinner
I don't understand
What did you even expect
You need to act like a normal person
to prevent such situations
from happening
You have obviously
set yourself up very well
Oh, go to hell
Kiss-kiss, kiss-kiss
You know what, dear
Delete my number
And forget my name
Kiss-kiss, kiss-kiss
You hate me
You miss out on much
Can't you see?
Call me silly
Say that I ruined everything
And then with hickeys
go back to your homeland
There is a naive dumb girl
waiting for you
I'd say who you are
but sorry, it's censored
Tell here that Zhanna
wants to break us up
Lie to hear that I'm blocked
Lie to your sweet new girl
26.10.2021
Fraudulent
“ Majid Al Mohandis “
You are the one whose heart won
“ Jihan “
And I'm the one whose heart was broke
“ Majid Al Mohandis “
I didn't expect that there was
“ Jihan “
In love there are people whose heart was fraudulent
“ Choral “
You are the one whose heart won
And I'm the one whose heart was broke
“ Jihan “
I didn't expect that there was
In love there are people whose heart was fraudulent
“ Majid Al Mohandis “
I didn't even feel
“ Jihan “
Even I never imagined, and I had no doubts
“ Majid Al Mohandis “
That all my feelings were in control
“ Jihan “
So simply and quietly
2x
“ Choral “
I wish I didn't hear when you called
Nor that my heart said I loved
“ Majid Al Mohandis “
Nor on the day that I opened the door for you
“ Choral “
Why?! I am so tired of loving you? why?
And, I am accepting your torment ? why ?
“ Jihan “
Even if this torment is sweet and painful !
“ Choral “
You are the one whose heart won
And I'm the one whose heart was broke
“ Majid Al Mohandis “
I didn't expect that there was
“ Jihan “
In love there are people whose heart was fraudulent
24.10.2021
Forever
I maybe find someone that loves me forever
Someone who’s handsome and smell good and who’s nice
But why does it matter when I’m completely uninterested
Because only you can get my heart to work
I think that I
Have forgot to miss you, so I go
and look at old Memories
And, oh, it’s hard
But I rather see that I feel something,
than that I just forget
The night we kissed on the way home
When we walked and talked to four forty-five
I walk past the bar, in broad daylight,
And I think for myself
I maybe find someone that loves me forever
Someone who’s handsome and smell good and who’s nice
But why does it matter when I’m completely uninterested
Because only you can get my heart to work
I maybe find someone that loves me forever
Someone who’s handsome and smell good and who’s nice
But why does it matter when I’m completely uninterested
Because only you can get my heart to work
I can see
When you feel good and don’t mean it
But you still post it
We both know
That all imperfections do the same,
when we look at each other
All the times I woke up alone,
In the morning after a night out
With dried up tears
When everything feels so hard
And I think for myself
I maybe find someone that loves me forever…
Oh, forever
Oh, forever
Forever
23.10.2021
Terrorism to Deus
The prayer I had wished for thousand years pierced my caged brain. Goodbye, the present.
The code is “001-ACTION”.
Yeah, an obscurity is the only answer. My “Life” that seems to be accepted but be vomited out is corrupt, in a word, the decadence. Squished. My whole heart has been distorted.
―”TIME and SPACE”. SOSOS from the distant future. The real music no one knows, echo it, 1, 2, 3……
Fire a bullet named SENSATION by my sixth sense!
How tragic this NONFICTION is.
Where is the end of this now?
Make some noise of terrorism by my idiotic pride.
My original terrorism Deus doesn’t even know.
The doctor’s strategy, copied instant Stigma plan. I thought all of them were broke into a million pieces and his intrigue was ruined.
The ghost in “CYBER SPACE” is going to lose its substance and be ashes someday. The reality that sounds like Sci-Fi, change it to music, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5……
Fire a bullet named SENSATION by my sixth sense!
How tragic this NONFICTION is.
Where is the end of this now?
Dear: Dr. Almighty
I hate you so much, today and tomorrow.
This NONFICTION is going to have happy ending soon
The end of this is near me!
Make some noise of terrorism by my idiotic pride.
My original terrorism Deus doesn’t even know.
I'll show you Melorism that plays music no one knows.
23.10.2021
To my emotions
Versions: #1
I'm one of the people of this city. I move in the crowd with plaintive steps. Against me walks only some random faces.
I won't recognise you from them, my dearest.
I searched you from everywhere
Chorus:
To my emotions, I travel to my innermost.
Yes and so I peek behind the curtain.
To my emotions, I turn the rocks on their sides.
I won't just stand still anymore, I'm going to go ahead.
I stand on a bridge, the water reflects a mirror image of a city which dresses in the night.
Choices and feelings
Questions asked by the people. What I want from life, I don't know yet.
I'm going to experience it.
Chorus
I'm going to go ahead (x3)
Chorus (x3)
I'm going to go ahead
I'm going to go ahead
Yes I will go
I'm going to go ahead