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18.06.2021
Miami
I come closer and I ask your name
Your body language brought me closer
Your perfume is black orchid
High heels, mini skirt and matte lipstick on the lips
I fantasize you being naked and I go crazy
Your body is a burning fire and I'm sweating
I wanna finish inside you all the time
You feel the ultimate pleasure and I make you go high
Miami, I'm taking you to Miami, this thing
Is out of control no one can't touch us
Miami, Miami, you're like caffeine
And we can't fall asleep (x2)
When you touch me I lose my head
It feels like all my senses are awake
You kiss me and I start hallucinating
Danger, her body is deathly don't touch it
I fantasize you being naked and I go crazy
Your body is a burning fire and I'm sweating
I wanna finish inside you all the time
You feel the ultimate pleasure and I make you go high
12.06.2021
For A Glance
For a glance and a caress of yours
I end my life and begin again
I am here insisting
breathing next to you and being born again
In an instance my world changed
you are the reason my heart is beating
if in this life destiny chose us
let the past burn in the fire
For a glance and a caress of yours
I end my life and begin again
I am here insisting
breathing next to you and being born again
In an instance you smiled secretly
it's as if this world was made only for us
what feel feels perfect
let's burn together in love's fire
For a glance and a caress of yours
I end my life and begin again
I am here insisting
breathing next to you and being born again
12.06.2021
How Can I Get You Back?
Only now, when you left,
I understand, but too late,
That without your caress
I don't know how to be.
I can't believe you stop coming
On the shores of late nights.
I always rummage through the stars,
I can't find you.
Or you don't know my path anymore
And you ceased to come.
Chorus:
How can I get you back?
I miss all that was between the two of us.
I'd like you to come, I'd like you to understand,
So you never leave me again.
How can I get you back?
I miss all that was between the two of us.
I'm waiting for you to come, to be mine again,
Until then, don't forget me!
How much I would like to tell you now,
Now that you've chosen another path...
I'd kiss you on the forehead again,
As you once liked it.
From the moment you left,
I'm waiting for you, love, unceasingly,
I know you'll be back someday
In my life.
And even if you won't come anymore,
I'd still love you.
Chorus (x2):
How can I get you back?
I miss all that was between the two of us.
I'd like you to come, I'd like you to understand,
So you never leave me again.
How can I get you back?
I miss all that was between the two of us.
I'm waiting for you to come, to be mine again,
Until then, don't forget me!
19.05.2021
The Nose of the Cyrano
'You have the nose big', I guarantee
that you could to change the tune a bit.
For example: Aggressive: 'If in my face
I would have a nose like that, I'd amputate'.
Friendly: 'In your glass it washes
when you drink, or one funnel use you in this cases?'
Descriptive: 'It's a cape? An embankment?
- But, what I say ? - It's a cordilleran belt !'
Curious: 'For what serve this accesory ?
Armarium, box or escritoire?'
Jesting: 'So much you love the birds
that in your face a pole to them give?'.
Brutal: 'Could you smoke without the pal
- Fire in the chimney! - yells ?' Fine:
'To hang the hats and capes
very useful to you has to be that perch'.
Solicitous: 'To it an umbrella you should buy,
its colour blemish the burning sun'.
Prudent: 'That nose is an excess,
to the head look-for a counterweight'.
Dramatic: 'Avoid fights and frenzy:
if starts to bleed it would give a Red Sea'.
Enfatic: 'Oh, Nose ! ... What gale
could you to cool ? Only the mistræl '.
Pedantic: 'Aristophanes don't quote
more than a unique being that with you compete
in flaunts a proboscis with so extreme [ lenght ] :
the Hicppocampelephantocamel'.
Respectful: 'Sire, kiss I your hand:
worthy is your nose from one sovereign'.
Ingenuous: 'What prowess or what portent
in memory was erected that monument?'
Flatterer: 'Nose like yours
is to one perfumer thing adorbs'.
Lyrical: 'It's a shell ? Are you triton?'
Rustic: 'That is nose or is a melon?'
Military: 'If a castle you attack,
have your nose ready: terrible strike!'
Practical: 'Put you it in lottery?
the big award that nose would be!'.
And finally, to Pyramus imitating:
'Unfortunate nose, that, perturbing
of your owner's face the harmony,
make you bush your own villainy!'.
Something for the sort to me you would tell
if more letters and talent you'd have:
but I see that of talent, for your visage,
you'll have the one that will have a calabash,
and eight letters only, what I infer,
those that form your name: Insolent.
About that, if in the light of this dispute
you would have directed me such discourse
and, ingenious, these flowers dedicated,
not one you would have terminated,
'cause with more grace to me I repeat them
and that other tell me it I don't let.
14.05.2021
One-Way Ticket
I don't wanna keep suffering for your love,
I have to go, it will be the best,
Oh, uh, oh,
No more cry, enough of the pain.
I'm saying goodbye to you today, I won't ever come back,
From my long trip I won't come back,
Oh, uh, oh,
I'm gonna buy only a one-way.
I've always believed that with your love,
One day I would be happy,
But I neved imagined, poor me,
That I would only suffer.
I won't see you again, never, ever again,
And I'm going far away today, finally, you'll see,
Oh, uh, oh,
That I wanna be alone now.
Oh, uh, oh,
I'm gonna buy only a one-way.
I've always believed that with your love,
One day I would be happy,
But I neved imagined, poor me,
That I would only suffer.
I won't see you again, never, ever again,
And I'm going far away today, finally, you'll see,
Oh, uh, oh,
That I wanna be alone now,
Oh, uh, oh,
That I wanna be alone now.
Oh, uh, oh,
That I wanna be alone now,
Oh, uh, oh,
That I wanna be alone now,
Oh, uh, oh,
That I wanna be alone now.
04.05.2021
Snow Flower
Under October rain i'm on this road
I came to bring flowers again
Are you good in there?
Rain whips cold in the soul
Tears in the corner of the eye
Far away you are from life
Like leafs flown away with the wind
Don't be afraid my nightbird
Your soul won't be left alone
Winter will bring me to you
Long you lasted without breaking
Suffered trough hell
When you slept away with the spring
I lost everything
Photos from your funeral
Piece of a time gone by
Tears tell of grief
Miss embracing each other
It's been three winters already
Yet still i yearn being next to you
It's so hard to believe you won't return here
23.04.2021
You still want me
You pretend you're in love
With a stranger
With someone you don't know
Not even his name
With someone you don't know
Not even his name
You seem to be happy
That you're over me
That no matter what I do
I now won't come back
That no matter what I do
I now won't come back
You still want me
So tell me what do you achieve
With the things you do
In the end you'll lose me completely
And for you sadly
I'll never
Be again the previous man
You still want me
So tell me what do you achieve
With the things you do
In the end you'll lose me completely
And for you sadly
I'll never
Be again the previous man
You say you need him so much
That he is what you were looking for
That wherever you look you won't find
someone like him
That wherever you look you won't find someone like him
You still want me
So tell me what do you achieve
With the things you do
In the end you'll lose me completely
And for you sadly
I'll never
Be again the previous man
You still want me
So tell me what do you achieve
With the things you do
In the end you'll lose me completely
And for you sadly
I'll never
Be again the previous man
23.04.2021
Even if I hate me
What, tell me what have I done to you?
And the breath runs out
Like hot oil on the wound
What, and I can't find an excuse
To send a prince to see
If you've made a new start
And even if I hate me
It's both our faults
Cursed is the mountain
Where I go to unload my pain
But I'll find him
I'lll find myself
I am the ruler
But I don't stop loving
And even if I hate me
It's both our faults
Cursed is the mountain
Where I go to unload my pain
But I'll find him
I'lll find myself
I am the ruler
But I don't stop loving
What, tell me what have I done to you?
And I'm in a maze
But the meaning of my life
Is your life
And I can't find an excuse
I've missed the kiss
Different worlds
18.04.2021
Dada song
I
The song of a dadaist
who had dada at heart
exhausted his engine
which had dada at heart.
the lift carried a king
heavy frail autonomous
he cut off his big right arm
sent it to the pope in Rome
this was why
the lift
had no.longer dada at heart
eat chocolate
wash your brain
dada
dada
drink water
II
The song of a dadaist
who was neither gay nor sad
and loved a woman cyclist
who was neither gay nor sad
but the husband on New Year's day
learnt everything and in a crisis
sent to the Vatican
their two bodies in three suitcases
neither lover
nor cyclist
were neither gay nor sad
eat some good brains
wash your soldier
dada
dada
drink water.
III
the song of a cyclist
who was dada at heart
who was, then, a dadaist
like all true dadaists
a snake was wearing gloves
it shut down the valve quick
put on some snake-gloves
and came to kiss the pope
isn't it charming !
flowered belly
had no longer dada at heart
drink some bird's milk
wash your chocolates
dada
dada
eat some veal.
15.04.2021
The enchanted grotto
The life will pass, a dream will not
I am in love – a happy plot.
The life will pass but not a myth
I’m a poet - I have no grief.
The world is stuffy, my soul is fresh
I’m a happy camper in the flesh.
11.04.2021
Fatherland
Father, is that really true,
Were you really a socialist in the 30s?
Were you really in the resistance,
Did you fight against your own fatherland?
Father, I have to be ashamed,
I want an other name,
At school, you can't believe how embarrassing that is,
They call you a communist.
And the boy dreams of law and order,
Of a healthy, straight march,
And in his mind, he hears them marching,
And in his mind, he's already marching with them.
And the father doesn't know what to do,
This is how far it has come with the cowering,
With hunting communists and occupational bans
And 'economic miracle' and employment problems.
You fight against all this rubbish for your whole life
And then, in return, they ruin your son.
And the father takes a night time
And tells the boy about the inhumanity,
About war and concentration camps, about the people's cowardice,
And he shouts: 'beware, they are spreading again soon!'
Then the boy packs his stuff,
Says: 'father, you make me laugh,
You can read it everywhere:
It was actually very different.'
And then he dreams about high boots
And about men made of steel and granite,
And in his mind, he hears trumpets,
And in his mind, he's already marching with them.
And the father doesn't know what to do,
This is how far it has come with the cowering,
With hunting communists and occupational bans
And 'economic miracle' and employment problems.
You fight against all this rubbish for your whole life
And then, in return, they ruin your son.
And a few weeks later the boy stands in front of the door
And trembles and whispers: 'It's not my fault,
They are serious, they build grenades,
They talk about Volkssturm and assassinations.
Father, I have to be ashamed,
I want an other name,
We did - I almost don't dare to say it -
Last night, in a dispute, beat a man to death.'
And the father thinks about back then,
Hears the cruel boots marching,
And in the minds, they are still marching,
And it can happen again as soon as tomorrow.
And like so many others he gets angry,
What's become of Germany again?
With hunting communists and occupational bans
And 'economic miracle' and employment problems.
You fight against all this rubbish for your whole life
And then, in return, they ruin your children.
02.04.2021
Just A Wish
There's so much that I'm saying
But I don't know if this can happen
Or it's all just a wish
Are we just a wish
There's so much that I'm thinking of
I always fantasized you in my dreams
It's all just a wish
Are we just a wish
Wish, wish
I wish we can meet
Even if just once
Even just a moment
I wish by chance
Just to be next to you
Or just to stick with you
But it seems like
You're just in my dream
There's so much that I'm saying
But I don't know if this can happen
Or it's all just a wish
Are we just a wish
There's so much that I'm thinking of
I always fantasized you in my dreams
It's all just a wish
Are we just a wish
Wish, wish
Wish, wish
Wish, wish
Wish, wish
I wish you can meet
My real color
And realize
I also wish for it to stop
Your world, like how
You stopped my world
But it seems like
You're just in my dream
Being paralyzed, can't moved
Being paralyzed, can't moved
Being paralyzed, can't moved
Being paralyzed, can't moved
There's so much that I'm saying
But I don't know if this can happen
Or it's all just a wish
Are we just a wish
There's so much that I'm thinking of
I always fantasized you in my dreams
It's all just a wish
Are we just a wish
Wish, wish
Wish, wish
01.04.2021
Ah, Ukrainian sweet cherry
On a moonlit May night,
The Bogun regiment went forward,
And in the cherry gardens
Sings a little nightingale.
On sorrel and chestnut horses
They rush towards Kiev
To attack Semyon Petlyura,
To attack his units.
Chorus:
Crushed the white gangs
Has our gigantic force.
Oh, you early-ripened cherry,
Ah, Ukrainian sweet cherry!
That is not a hand
Plucking the sonorous kobza, —
That is Shchors ordering: 'Lads,
Open fire!'
They scared away the little nightingale,
The little nightingale became silent...
As the bullets rained down
Onto Petlyura's regiment!
Chorus.
Oh, the Haydamaks' blood
Flows on the road.
Don't touch our huts,
Don't tear off our cherries!..
A call is heard in Bogun's land,
Shchors is dashing towards Kiev,
He's tearing off a full hand
Of both sweet cherries and cherries!
Chorus.
/additional couplet/
Shchors dreamed: 'Ukraine
Will breathe freely!'
Shchors dreamed: 'Ukraine
Will throw off the yoke of corvée!'
And, as a mighty army,
We now have set out
To liberate from prison
Our western brothers...
24.03.2021
Don't need
It’s enough
Don’t torture me, I can't love you anymore
It’s all in vain
Open your eyes, don't lie to yourself
Don't need, don't need your feelings
Don't need
Baby bye bye bye
Baby bye bye bye
Baby bye bye bye
I can't love you
Baby bye bye bye
Baby bye bye bye
Baby bye bye bye
Forget, don’t torture yourself
Too bad that I can’t give you feels that matches yours
We don’t have love anymore, it’s fire is gone
Don't need, don't need your feelings
Don't need
Baby bye bye bye
Baby bye bye bye
Baby bye bye bye
I can't love you
Baby bye bye bye
Baby bye bye bye
Baby bye bye bye
Forget, don’t torture yourself
Tears of eyes
Don’t drop without heart’s order
My head’s imaginary
Can’t stay in place wheres no truth
Tears of eyes
Don’t drop without heart’s order
My head’s imaginary
Can’t stay in place wheres no truth
Baby bye bye bye
Baby bye bye bye
Baby bye bye bye
I can't love you
Baby bye bye bye
Baby bye bye bye
Baby bye bye bye
Forget, don’t torture yourself
Bye bye bye
Bye bye bye
19.03.2021
Come, let's make a pledge
Soil of our homeland, stand witness
Stand witness
Soil of our homeland, stand witness
Stand witness
Soil of our homeland, you are lofty and splendid
We are making you ever more splendid
Stand witness
Soil of our homeland, stand witness
Stand witness
Stand witness
Your act of prayer cannot change the course of your destiny
But it is possible that, through it, you may change
Your prayer is that your yearnings may come true
My prayer is that your yearnings may change
Open your eyes – behold the earth, behold the sky, and all the vastness in between
Behold this unveiled manifestation, hidden behind veils
Don’t pine and be restless, behold the battle of fear and hope
In the mirror of time, today, behold your own beauty
Behold – yours is the will that drives the steed of the world’s destiny
Each second, each moment, each instant
Wakeful and intent is Pakistan
Our strength, our spirit
Wakeful and intent is Pakistan
Our strength, our spirit
Wakeful and intent is Pakistan
In this vast constellation of nations, you gave us Pakistan
Oh God, Oh God
In this vast constellation of nations, you gave us Pakistan
Oh God, Oh God
Oh God, Oh God
(Oh-oh-oh-oh)
On such a hard and laborious path
On such a hard and laborious path
Oh On such a harsh and difficult journey
You gave us the resolve to persevere
You gave us Pakistan
Pakistan, Pakistan
Pakistan, Pakistan
My reward is Pakistan
My message is Pakistan
Love is peace, and the message of peace is Pakistan
Pakistan, Pakistan
Pakistan, Pakistan
Pakistan, Pakistan
My reward is Pakistan
10.03.2021
Ye tiny stream flowin down the valley
Life was so challenging to me
with such hard and bitter days
So hard it pushed me
This life o mine till i've come to realise myself
My countryside relatives didn't had nothing to give
nor' didn't ask for none
But one day i've leaved it all behind
And started reachin to see my fate
Chorus
Tiny stream flowin down the valley
Lots (of people) crossed my way
But even through 'the rocks i've made way '
For i to be a tall and fair stream
Sheddin tears of sorrow
Yet bearin' faith neath my soul
I would've had crossed foreign lands
Nobody would've been' there to stand for me
'twas my honesty the one that stood up
My ground i stood up
And so the fate
repayed me with such wealth
I would've dare to take in life
More and more bolder steps
Through work and a lil moderation
I've come to realise myself
I've never forgot bout my whereabouts
Even though i've come to reach such hights
My dad knew what education he'd gave to me
And he's so proud with me
08.03.2021
The one for you
I've chosen to be the one for you
I've thought about you being the one for me
And I'm not gonna keep it on a leash
I'd like to construct
A story like ours
A standard in the universe
I've said everything in this verse
With a simple verse in verse
I wonder, even if we don't have
Even the littlest chance anymore
And our hearts don't beat in sync anymore
Why, when our eyes meet
We clear our throats to a semitone
You can't look at me
So beautiful
Oh, don't hesitate
When I'm at home with you
Oh, you can't look at me
So beautiful
Oh, you can't do it anymore, you can't do it anymore
I've chosen to be the one for you
I've thought about you being the one for me
And I'm not gonna keep it on a leash
I'd like to construct
A story like ours
A standard in the universe
I've said everything in this verse
With a simple verse in verse
I've chosen to be the one for you
I've chosen to be the one for you
I wonder, even if we didn't exchange
Such intense gazes anymore
And I've never felt like this before
Why, when we're hand in hand
I feel like I've known you my entire life?
You can't look at me
So beautiful
Oh, don't hesitate
When I'm at home with you
Oh, you can't look at me
So beautiful
Oh, you can't do it anymore, you can't do it anymore
I've chosen to be the one for you
I've thought about you being the one for me
And I'm not gonna keep it on a leash
I'd like to construct
A story like ours
A standard in the universe
I've said everything in this verse
With a simple verse in verse
I've chosen to be the one for you
I've chosen to be the one for you
You can't look at me
So beautiful
Oh, don't hesitate
When I'm at home with you
Oh, you can't look at me
So beautiful
Oh, you can't do it anymore, you can't do it anymore
I've chosen to be the one for you
I've thought about you being the one for me
And I'm not gonna keep it on a leash
I'd like to construct
A story like ours
A standard in the universe
I've said everything in this verse
With a simple verse in verse
I've chosen to be the one for you
I've chosen to be the one for you
05.03.2021
Thick fog
Versions: #1
Thick fog, thick fog
A blindfold of dense fog
Only two steps away
O’er the fog there is a war
With the battles raging out
Without us, that’s not our fault
By the fog, our wings and we are grounded
We’re just airborne true servicemen of war
Thick fog, thick fog
On days of long ago
Far away, far away
O’er the fog there is our home
In a dugout of frontline
Dreams of childhood come once more
Looks like all of us grew up too early
We’re just airborne true servicemen of war
New fog, new fog
Has shrouded all the ground
Far away, far away
O’er the fog there is our love
It might take our brides their lives
To await us from far shores
Some of us will never come from mission
We’re just airborne true servicemen of war
02.03.2021
Come To The Forest My love
Hear that, my love, the cuckoo is singing,
come out and listen to it!
The cuckoo is singing full of sorrowm,
i'm dying to see you.
It sung last year too
until you gave your lips to me.
Do you emember how it was
when we spent the time in the forest?
We loved eachoter like two little doves,
we werent afraid of no one.
You slept well hidden
so my wife and your man could not see.
Come to the forest, my love,
give me your lips,
The years will go by, they wont wait for us,
our youth will fade too.
Let's not feel sorry when we'll be old
that we did not take advantage of our youth!
02.03.2021
Green Leaf, Burning Wood
Green leaf, burning wood, (biss)
i slept with my buttons undone
so i can dream about my girl
I've had such a bad dream,
my girl married someone else
and left me in pain.
I did not wait for morning to come, (biss)
i got up and left,
thinking about what i dreamed.
I went in the village to my girl,
to see if she's married
and forgot about us.
When i reached her house
and i whistled at her fence
she turned on the lamp,
my heart was full of joy.
When she jumped into my arms
I came back to life,
When i kissed her
i forgot the bad dream. (biss)
02.03.2021
Good Evening, Woman
Good, evening woman,
do well and come a little earlier today, (biss)
cuz i must go see my girlfriend! (biss)
Boy, dont go,
i'll bath you with sweet milk, (biss)
and i'll give you my sweet lips. (biss)
Nope, my mother washed me (biss)
with water from a lake (biss)
so i can come and go where i like. (biss)
So i can come and go where i like,
to all the beautiful girls from the village.
27.02.2021
Ithaca
Versions:
As you set out for Ithaca
Do hope for your road to be long,
Full of adventure, full of discovery.
Do not fear Laistrygonians, Cyclops, nor angry Poseidon:
You shall not encounter the likes of them on your way,
So long as you keep your thoughts raised high,
So long as your spirit and your body
Be touched by rare excitations.
Laistrygonians, Cyclops, wild Poseidon—
You shan’t encounter them
Unless you carry them inside your soul,
Unless your soul erects them in front of you.
Do hope that your road be long.
That there be many summer mornings
When you enter with pleasure and with joy
Into ports which you've never before beheld.
Do stop at Phoenician trading posts
And acquire fine things
Pearls and coral, amber and ebony,
And all manner of sensual perfumes --
As many sensual perfumes as possible.
Do visit many Egyptian cities
To study and learn from scholars.
Do keep Ithaca always in your mind.
For arrival there is your destiny.
Do not, however, hasten your journey.
Better that it last years,
Then, in old age, dock at the island,
Wealthy from all you've acquired,
Not than expecting that Ithaka will provide riches.
What Ithaca gave you was the marvelous journey.
Without her you wouldn't have set out.
She has nothing left now to give you.
And if you find her poor,
It isn't that Ithaca deceived you.
Wise as you will have become through experience,
You will have come to comprehend what these Ithacas mean.
23.02.2021
Coincidentally
It's been a while since I live naked in the loneliness
I choke my pain in uncountable hatred drinks
I remain in your world like a stranger
Unnoticed,worst than an enemy
Coincidentally you entered my life
You became match and fire my soul
I take the responsibility exclusively
Coincidentally you played with me
Now I look at the world with an another point of view
I get lost
I am judged for your mistakes that I paid for
At heaven's stairs that we walked
We both ended up in he same hell
It's been a while since I live just to hope
I am left out
in a world like a drop of water,smoke...
From cigarettes and dreams
Shipwrecked
Unnoticed
and different
Coincidentally you entered my life
You became match and fire my soul
I take the responsibility exclusively
Coincidentally you played with me
Now I look at the world with an another point of view
I get lost
I am judged for your mistakes that I paid for
At heaven's stairs that we walked
We both ended up in he same hell
16.02.2021
Train station for two
Long way ahead, wind chases
Meanders through the walking paths
Leading somewhere, that long road
but nowhere does it end, nowhere
You wait for me, the clock has stopped
There, on the train station with the washed stones
Where does it lead, that long road
if it never ends in it's way?
Barely, barely, you wave with your hand
I send off the night, on a train station for two
Leaves, leaves, the cold wind brings
I greet the day, alone with my cigarette
The train stops, the cigarette burns,
The ashes fall on the washed stones
I leave alone from the nameless station
and the train is waiting there for us two
Barely, barely, you wave with your hand
I send off the night, on a train station for two
Leaves, leaves, the cold wind brings
I greet the day, alone with my cigarette
Barely, barely, you wave your hand,
I send off the night, on a train station for two
Leaves, leaves, the cold wind brings
Bring back the love
On the station
For two
13.02.2021
What is this World? (in che jahanist)
What kind of world is this?
What kind of heaven is this?
What kind of world is this, where drinking wine is forbidden?
What kind of heaven is this, in which eating wheat* is wrong?
Oh friend, this is not the fair way
Oh friend, this is not the fair way, this is unjust
Tell the truth, tell the truth, the truth
Where is your ideal paradise?
By the way, is every man Jack** a god over there as well?
Tell the truth, tell the truth, the truth
Where is your ideal paradise?
They tell everyone to be mindful
At the gateway of heaven there's no one
Who upon your arrival on judgement day
Asks you: 'Concerning love,
Were you a follower of Zoroastrianism or Christianity?'
Our hell is awaiting your arrival
Tell the truth, tell the truth, the truth, there also
Tell the truth, tell the truth, the truth, there also
The same issues still exist?
Tell the truth, tell the truth, the truth
Where is your ideal paradise?
Stop repeating yourself Homay***
Don't be ridiculous, don't complain with God
As soon as you set your foot out of this door
With shackles and chains you'll be taken to heaven
Indeed, where exactly is heaven?
Indeed, where exactly is heaven?
Shame on you Homay, shame on you
This heavy head of yours is separate from the body
This heavy head of yours is separate from the body
No, no, no, no, I will repent again,
You are right
11.02.2021
Love
I don't remember which day it was,
We just met by chance.
We were dreaming of the planet of happiness,
Floating on a white cloud.
That's how we met, in a hurry,
In an original setting,
Without alleys and lost benches,
Without carnival masks.
Chorus:
Love, why have we lost our way,
Love, you simple magic bird?
Love, why you left us through the time,
Leaving behind an endless void, love?
Spring and days have passed,
So many nights and joys.
I see the time, that puts on your cheek
So much nostalgia.
Just the thought sometimes carries me
There, to the place where we looked to each other.
From all I can remember,
That's all I know: I loved you.
Chorus (x2):
Love, why have we lost our way,
Love, you simple magic bird?
Love, why you left us through the time,
Leaving behind an endless void, love?
16.01.2021
Winter Child
You know me
I miss you
But you're not going to come
For so long
I've been waiting for you
A hero of hope
But there is no point
My logic is running
Miles away
Patience is incited
To fall upon
The flame
You are a child of winter
Without having an embrace
The years have passed
But this child didn't forget me
You are a child of winter
Without having an embrace
The years have passed
You hid yourself in the cold
For your heart not to feel
You know me
I try it
But you don't want to see me
And in my head
I'm doing myself harm
A hero of hope
You are a child of winter
Without having an embrace
The years have passed
You hid yourself in the cold
For your heart not to feel
Again in the bedsheets
I will leave a shadow
For the rain to cover
All that is hidden with a glance
Lest you
Uncover me
But like a coat
Again you change me
You are a child of winter
Without having an embrace
The years have passed
But this child didn't forget me
You are a child of winter
Without having an embrace
The years have passed
You hid yourself in the cold
For your heart not to feel
You are a child of winter...
05.01.2021
Smoke of a cigarette
Smoke of a cigarette
Is shooting up and fading,
The smoke is light blue,
And phantom, as pleasure
Or dream.
How far away all this left -
Love, spring and youth,
I roam lonely -
And the soul is full of longing.
The happiness inexorably
Passes by,
You'll never come back to me,
I know,
Like smoke of a cigarette,
Like the blue smoke,
Like nonreturnable dream,
Your image is fading in the mist.
30.12.2020
The bad always pulls me back
Refrain: (Horus)
I can't make progress, the bad always pulls me back
Nobody is checking on us today
I'm not gonna go yet, the bad will pull me back anyway
You aren't what you used to be either
Verse 1: (Carp-E)
I've made a mistake but I can't blame others anymore
If you would only know what it's like when nobody is supporting you
Nothing mattered to me, that's how I've lost friends
But I would do anything to be able to live my dream
I vowed so many times to overcome my weakness
I held on to my fighting spirit and the notion of having only one life
Then I woke up to realize that I'll have to face myself
Except that I didn't know back then, that I'm not ready for it
I had to make sacrifices for every step I made
Sometimes I say, one more year and it's enough...
I convinced myself that every day is a gift
I got up and said, maybe I'm not dead just yet
Sometimes I'm scared, because what if there's no way out of the hole?
If my happiness tries to break free, but is it banging for nothing?
You would ask for a new life, I promise I won't even look up
I don't need a 100 chances, it's enough for me to live once
Refrain: (Horus)
I can't make progress, the bad always pulls me back
Nobody is checking on us today
I'm not gonna go yet, the bad will pull me back anyway
You aren't what you used to be either (2x)
Verse 2: (Horus)
I look into the mirror, it's not even me who's in there
A washed-out face is looking at me in surprise
I meet it's gaze in fright, in my wake everything is sorrow
The wounds are torn up, but something is worse than the pain
I could be pure but tell me, what's the use?
Why the fuck should I be good, if everyone would screw me over?
There are so many things I should confess, it's hopeless
I caused so much suffering that there's no chance
It won't go unpunished, I'll have to answer for my deeds
When life catches you in the act, it'll take revenge for those whom you despised
The tears are no use, it's all the same to me, just don't be scared
I would stay but the deep always pulls me back (Hey)
I blew it so bad, I know this is a piss-poor excuse
But I don't need a degree to be able to repent
I blew it so bad, now why would I be angry at all?
Believe me, I would drop dead if I could!
Refrain: (Horus)
I can't make progress, the bad always pulls me back
Nobody is checking on us today
I'm not gonna go yet, the bad will pull me back anyway
You aren't what you used to be either (2x)
Verse 3: (Shady)
I grew tired of all the attacks and I don't get it why the heck
Should I get a beating for giving up what was real for my dream
If I fail, I fail, I can only thank myself for it
Those who gloat on others failures' live long, while the good die early
I grew tired of it too that in some places they welcome me as a star
Even though I don't get payed by the millions, no women growel at my feet
I don't have a normal relationship, because who can live with this stuff
I'm on the road during the weekends and she has no idea where I am
I'll become tired of this too, sometimes I would give it up and forget
Sometimes I hate to do it, but if I would stop I would want it
It's a cliché but somtimes only you keep me going
And the innumerable letters, messages, I thank You for that!
Now I'm sitting here tired and I can see the first ray of light
Peeking into the car after another gig
I have no strength now, I feel no matter what I write
One day I'll turn my back on this day and leave everything
Refrain: (Horus)
I can't make progress, the bad always pulls me back
Nobody is checking on us today
I'm not gonna go yet, the bad will pull me back anyway
You aren't what you used to be either (2x)
18.12.2020
Sometime it happens...
Sometime it happens,
Today is one of those days:
The leaves are still trembling -
But the bird has flown away.
These are the life's finer points.
You wish you could beg her to stay.
A thin veil of cigarette smoke
Still hangs in the room that's now empty.
15.12.2020
Бићу овде
Биће тешких тренутака, биће досадних дана
Биће ноћи када ће снегови да прекрију срца
Некад ни сунце неће сванути у зору за нас двоје
и осетићеш како негде другде љубав крвари
Али ја, бићу овде, бићу овде
По дану, по ноћи, бићу овде
И кад си срећна, и кад си тужна, бићу овде
Бићу овде, бићу овде
По дану, по ноћи, бићу овде
Да те подсетим колико те волим
Биће неких недеља када ћеш се осећати кривом
што се ниси потрудила да данас буде боље него јуче
Спуштеног погледа, рећи ћеш ми да си добро
и неке ситнице у глави ће ти изгледати огромне
Али ја, бићу овде, бићу овде
По дану, по ноћи, бићу овде
И кад си срећна, и кад си тужна, бићу овде
Бићу овде, бићу овде
По дану, по ноћи, бићу овде
Да те подсетим колико те волим
И ако ти судбина донесе поплаве у очи
ја ћу заувек бити са тобом
Ја, бићу овде, бићу овде
По дану, по ноћи, бићу овде
И кад си срећна, и кад си тужна, бићу овде
Бићу овде, бићу овде
По дану, по ноћи, бићу овде
Да те подсетим колико те волим
08.12.2020
No longer awaiting...
No longer awaiting,
Standing, hugging a pillow,
She was feeling so sleepy.
The bed was undone.
The bright light of the moon.
The glowing white of the nightgown.
Then he knocked on the door - and she
Blushed from the fright.