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Tears and Anger

I weave your visage in my sky
and your name remains in my mind,
and there's tears and anger in my eyes
because you belong to another man.
 
I don't know how you were able to escape
from my web where you one day fell in,
like a bird you went off and flew away
and now my arms are waiting for you.
 
I knew that you had to leave
because you he already ran through your veins,
and although you swear you'll never return,
I can bet that you'll come back.
 
You left me forever
but within me, your memory is sacred,
so sacred in fact, that you're still with me
and it's your love that I'm unable to forget.
 
I knew that you had to leave
because you he already ran through your veins,
and although you swear you'll never return,
I can bet that you'll come back.
 

Father, It’s Not What a Man Should Do*

You knew what you meant to me,
your behavior destroyed my worship for you
and the respect that I had for you
has changed because of how you've mistreated my mother.
 
My siblings and I are planning
to defend her from now on,
she doesn't have to put up with you,
your insults, deceits and disrespect anymore.
 
Father, what you do isn't what a man should do,
my mother suffers greatly and it's because of you,
poor thing, she keeps quiet out of shame,
she does it for us, don't think that she does it for you,
I swear my mother isn't alone,
she won't put up with anymore of your deceits,
you can go because she doesn't love you either.
 
Father, why is it always the children
that have to pay for the parents' mistakes?
 
Father, you don't know what it feels like
when I saw you embracing that other woman,
it was in that moment that I realized
that you weren't the man that I idolized for so long.
 
If my mother is just a nuisance for you
then I beg you to stop causing her anymore pain
because you're the one who has failed her
and defending her against you is my obligation.
 
Father, what you do isn't what a man should do,
my mother suffers greatly and it's because of you,
poor thing, she keeps quiet out of shame,
she does it for us, don't think that she does it for you,
I swear my mother isn't alone,
she won't put up with anymore of your deceits,
you can go because she doesn't love you either.
 

If i would ever desire to disown you

If i would ever desire, if i would ever desire
to disown you
to forget you for ever
then i must not ever find water to drink
neither a piece of clothe to wear.
 
If i would ever desire, if i would ever desire
to disown you
to forget you for ever
then i must not ever find a kiss
neither a single tear to weep.
 

You don't love me

If it is day,
If it is night
I do not know.
If it is hot,
If it is cold
I don't even realize.
For me everything
It's the same
Since you
 
You do not love me,
You do not love me
And everything I did for you
Now you forget it.
You do not love me,
You do not love me
And everything I did for you
Now you forget it.
You do not love me.
 
(Everything from the beginning)
 
You do not love me,
You do not love me
And everything I did for you
Now you forget it.
You do not love me,
You do not love me
And everything I did for you
Now you forget it.
You do not love me.
 

Karma Sutra

I shut up and I don't speak of fear
Calluses on fingertips
I tear off the skin on the tooth
I don't point stars anymore
I don't close or slam drawers
I wash sorrows, trace semiannual goals
 
I pretend, I don't keep secrets
I deny, I don't measure advices
I tear the meat in the tooth
I carry a carnation in my pocket
I forget open doors, I leave footprints
I don't think anything special about wagons
 
I bring it, I don't send messages
I smoke other people's cigarettes
I look over the lens
Do and undo on the spot
I untie my knuckles
One misstep and I fall out of the loop
 
I walk whole paths
I choose the wrong streets
I cut lips on tooth
I draw words on the face
I warm my feet on the deck
I say nothing, I don't even see anything in wagons
 
I sleep and wake up slimmer
Dig a hole, bury myself
Coarse drag chains
Always awake tired
And I twist iron bars
I keep crumbs, live small deserts
 
I get up and sit down quickly
I sit and get up again
I write urgent letters
I was born with closed eyes
I only sleep with the light on, at dawn
I carry the body and miss it in wagons
 
I heat the bones in the fire
Lunch books and records
I wear shirts and combs
Spit seeds and psalms
Crossing the ears
Routes and seas, I buy sails and crystals
 
I trip over the furniture in the room
I prefer small insects
I'm looking for a decent verse
I run and I don't stand still
Shut up, I talk to myself, I think louder
I don't think anything special about wagons
 

High Dawns

When the night plunges only
Into the deep silence of the stars
I write another verse by candlelight
Without any cruise to guide me
 
There's not even a fretful breeze
Slamming the badly locked windows
In the creaking creaking of the stairs
There's no bad thought that escapes me
I hear in the distance the hooting of an owl
And the low of the dawn
 
The wind passes in strange twirls
Turning over what was so quiet
'Cause no one can chase it
Shuffles and twists so many strands
 
Break the slender stem leaves
Goes through even tighter crevices
Peeling paint from facades
Sovereign, no one surpasses you
I hear in the distance the hooting of an owl
And the low of the dawn
 
There in the distance, the storm is heard
Warming that it is already leaving
And that smell of melted candle
It takes the corners of the city
And turns the storm into light
 
In the haze of the flooded streets
I only have the sob of the sidewalks
I will wash my soul in dirty water
I hear in the distance the hooting of an owl
And the low of the dawn
 
The wind passes in strange twirls
Turning over what was so quiet
'Cause no one can chase it
Shuffles and twists so many strands
 
Break the slender stem leaves
Goes through even tighter crevices
Peeling paint from facades
Sovereign, no one surpasses you
I hear in the distance the hooting of an owl
And the low of the dawn
 
There in the distance, the storm is heard
Warming that it is already leaving
And that smell of melted candle
It takes the corners of the city
And turns the storm into light
 
In the haze of the flooded streets
I only have the sob of the sidewalks
I will wash my soul in dirty water
I hear in the distance the hooting of an owl
And the low of the dawn
 

Nothing before you

Forget about me
Before the world turns into a boundless depth
Before the ground falls from underneath our feet
 
Forget about me quickly
Before this closeness burns us
That came out of nowhere
 
Forget about me easily
Before our suns go out
Before the dawn comes for the last time
 
Forget about me lying
That the hearts won’t break
That this is just a one big myth
 
There was nothing here before you
And after you there won’t be anything as well
 
Forget about me when
I will look at the different side of the world
Leave me with no unnecessary words
 
Forget about me tomorrow
Before by this leaky boat
I will sail into the ocean of memories again
 
There was nothing here before you
And after you there won’t be anything as well
 

O you Janie Sobótkowy

O you Janie Sobótkowy,
You are digging wells,
You have no water.
You are digging wells,
You have no water.
 
A little water has come,
And then a little baby drank it.
A drop of water has come,
And then a little bird drank it.
 
The saint flew to the heavens,
He clung the bucket to his belt,
The bucket knocked and tingled,
People looked at the sky,
They looked for Janowa's water.
 
O you Janie Sobótkowy,
You are digging wells,
You have no water.
You are digging wells,
You have no water.
 

Graceful Doe

Graceful Doe, Graceful Doe shall be my support in exile
Graceful Doe, Graceful Doe shall be my support in exile
And at night time her bosom is my residence
And at night time her bosom is my residence
Graceful Doe, Graceful Doe shall be my support in exile
Graceful Doe, Graceful Doe
 
For her glass of wine, for her glass of wine I am always available
And the pleasantry of her wine got mingled, got mingled with my wine
 
drink, yea, O beloved, drink before me, drink abundantly
And awaken, and awaken my mind into reasoning
 
Graceful Doe, Graceful Doe shall be my support in exile
Graceful Doe, Graceful Doe
 
The glorious king's daughter is within the palace, within the palace
And her dining table, her dining table is always available for my multitudes.
 
Time has separated, time has separated all friends and beloved
But my beloved shall attract me with love
 
Graceful Doe, Graceful Doe shall be my support in exile
Graceful Doe, Graceful Doe
 
Oh Lord, Oh Lord hasten redemption for your people
At acceptable time, at acceptable time thou shalt hone my throat.
 
Thou shalt encircle with great peace the wholehearted ones, the wholehearted ones
And the offsprings of a plain man, the offsprings of a plain man with the virtue of the ancestor of the multitudes
 
Graceful Doe, Graceful Doe shall be my support in exile
Graceful Doe, Graceful Doe
Graceful Doe, Graceful Doe shall be my support in exile
Graceful Doe, Graceful Doe
Graceful Doe, Graceful Doe shall be my support in exile
Graceful Doe, Graceful Doe
 

Sea

Ammaneee ammaneee ammaneee aaaa… (x4)
 
Come, o illustrious children
Of the sea-dweller,
Jump onto the sand
And the shore of the sea…
Brothers of the shrimps… barren…
Brothers of the shrimps,
And [onto] the shore of the barren sea.
You are, o ye that were of old,
– We now (say) this –,
Valiant in battles,
And because of this
Alone, of men
The most valiant,
Brothers of the shrimps,
O sea!
 
Come, o illustrious children
Of the sea-dweller,
Jump onto the sand
And the shore of the sea…
Brothers of the shrimps… barren…
Brothers of the shrimps,
And [onto] the shore of the barren sea.
You are, o ye that were of old,
– We now (say) this –,
Valiant in battles,
And because of this
Alone, of men
The most valiant,
Brothers of the shrimps,
O sea!
 
Ammaneee ammaneee ammaneee aaaa… (x4)
Ah ah…
 
And of the barren sea (x4)
 
Ammanee ammanee (And of the barren sea)
Ammanee aaa… (And of the barren sea)
(x4)
 
And of the barren sea (x8)
 

It Is No Longer Life

I feel it's up to you,
that you are part of me,
if you remember or not
every new day that passes.
 
From now on nothing is more important
than knowing you with me.
Maybe you'll laugh, maybe you'll doubt it,
but for me...
 
It is no longer life
if you are not with me.
It is no longer life,
it's just pretending.
 
No, you never have to leave,
or I will die for you.
You belong to me,
it has to be that way, whether it's right or not.
 
I don't want people with me,
it's enough to see you.
Maybe I'll be wrong and surrender like this,
but for me...
 
It is no longer life
if you are not with me.
It is no longer life,
it's just pretending.
 
It is no longer life...
 
It is no longer life
if you are not with me.
It is no longer life,
if you're not here!
 

Birkenau

The piece of the world surrounded by barbed wire,
Where people are only numbers.
Where the vile brother oppresses his brother,
And death is stretching its bony hand.
There has been so much blood there—so many tears shed,
There every night you wake up from your dream with a scream of fear,
And when someone asks you: where is Hell?—
You can easily answer:
Birkenau, damned Birkenau,
Bathed in blood and tears,
Forgotten by God, the bottom of hell.
Birkenau—the most terrible ordeal,
The common grave of the millions of victims,
he kingdom of evil where there is no God—
That’s Birkenau!
The crematorium chimney is vomiting flames,
Vomiting with the stench of burned bodies all around,
It is the end of the prisoner’s terrible ordeal
The end of the road—and the end of human torture.
Here you won’t have a grave, my friend

I love you, brunette

I love you, brunette,
I love you
like one loves glory,
like one loves money,
like one loves a mother,
I love you.
 
~ ~ ~
 
I'm dying, uncouth1 girl,
I'm dying
for your little rosy mouth,
for your flattering laugh,
for the eyes of your face,
I'm dying.
 
It's the jota2
that I always sang,
the salt of my earth,
and olé! Olé!
 

• 1. An adjective with several meanings, this fitting best.
• 2. A Spanish dance.

The toll

She was strolling by, singing la la la when
I met her, I wished that I had been Lacan.
Right from the first intercourse, she did evil to me..
I was the male and the female does evil..
 
God knows the toll she's taken
on her, bittersweet as citronella..
 
The miss leaves me on a sudden impulse,
I ordain an abscissa, but that remains abstruse,
I got a sound mind in a very sane body,
I do what's good but she's left for someone better.
 
It takes a toll on me but I know she knows
That silence is gold, she sleeps, so I keep quiet.
 
On the beach, some tough boys play domino game,
She makes me notice how absent are my abdominals,
that I ain't got Sylvester Stallone's triceps at all,
and that really vexes me : My name is Claude.
 
God knows the toll she's taken
on her, surviving in my sensory sphere.
 
Yet, I, listed non-macho, didn't accept at all
the inferiority tales cast on you by Rousseau.
Yet Miss calls me Lilliput as in Swift
as I am a bit less than six feet..
O! she 's a beauty, she's booby, and she's lucky, the damsel !
She thought she had some flaws, I thought she was a marvel..
 
It takes a toll on me but I know she knows
that silence is gold, she sleeps, I keep quiet.
 
Today I know that I was a nerd,
She was nearly my peninsula..
The smooth talkers may talk smoothly,
The belladonna remains for me a beauty.
 
God knows the toll she's taken,
inlaid there inside her honey eyes..
 
I did what I could to meet all her needs
only inspired by state-of-the-art things.
I have been ranking for ages and ages among the best ones
but , well, the sound of her silence forces me to go up a semitone,
She inspires me...
like the memory of her smile..
 
It takes a toll on me, bt I know she knows
that silence is gold, is gold, so I keep quiet..
 

I will come and find you

I will come one night
to find you
and tell you
my secret
I thought it a lot
confessing that to you
let them find that stupid.
 
Through the darkness
and the light
I am the son
of everyone
my freedom and i
have become one
and I am not
no one's pawn.
 
I ruined the games
of all of you
for no as**ole in the world
will i get sacrifised
they also consider me to be a fool
and a lost face
but in your arms
I am ecstatic
 
No matter how much you want,
you will not take me
where violence and stupidity
are wandering
I have no faith,
or homeland
you all kicked me out
but when it comes to you, i want you alive.
 
I'm not telling you that
to praise myself
I longed to
be loved
I gave everything
and I'll give them again
and for that reason
I can love you
 
You will not recognize me
you will just see me
I'm a hunter
and a dreamer
do not get trapped
in any shop window
being lost for me
in paradises
 
I don't live by
your rules
your papers and your stars,
i am not interested
in earning money
 
What has alienated me
was fake castles
from which i got out
no need of them
 
In this
shitty world
even if just one was left
even if
your Aryan nature wanted
he would have
eroded as well.
 
Love me , my gaze
help me, my blood
is difficult for us to die
my heart…
I am afraid of life.
 

Предак (Праотац)

моj предак засадио дрво јабуке -
дивно (лепо) птице су певале.
да би нико не заборавио [тако да нико неће заборавити]
предка Емељу.
ја под родно дрво јабуке
гласно и тихо (потише)
Развићу моју хармонику
и предак ће (по-)чути
 
под белом јабуком,
деда је баку снажно притиснул и загрлио
и за пар година
тата мой у њих побежао [трчао]
он је бело, румено
Мама га је пуно и често љубила
он је нимало размажен
просто мама га је пуно и често љубила
 
загрлићу родну маму
и брата са дедом
и идем да се борим следећи тата,
обавезно се враћам, чекати - доћи ћу,
на грудима вама довешћу
радост и победа!
 
под белом јабуком,
тата је маму снажно притиснул и загрлио
и за пар година
ја сам округла као Колобок побежао (трчао)
Ја сам бело, румено
Мама ме је пуно и често љубила
ја сам нимало размажен!
просто мама ме је пуно и често љубила
 
опрости ми моја љубав
за судбину тако
Вратићу се победом
и пољубићу јако (љубићу пуно пута)
ты си Маривни цвет моја
ти си муња моја
ми сина родићеш
и предак ће се препородити
ми сина родићеш
и предак ће се препородити
 
под белом јабуком,
имамо млади томбои ће бежати-трчати
он је плаво-бели
имамо млади томбои ће бежати-трчати
 

I Already Saw you

The moon is reflected
It puts its footprint on my balcony
And the door of my heart
Opens today for you
 
The night is quiet
And then I see you arrive
You will gift me your smile
And that will make me so happy
 
I feel that something in me is changing
Will it be the love that is coming
And that has an effect on me?
 
See, that I already saw you
Are you sure you stay
Forever in me
See, that I already know
That you have fallen in love
And you have looked for me
And this love
Does us so much good
 
hey heeey
 
So much so much so much good
 
hey huh huh huh
 
I no longer want reasons
To say that something is going wrong
If I believe that you will turn out1
So good for me
Sometimes I forget
That much remains to be said
If you tell me that you will stay
I'll be able to trust you
 
I feel that something in me is changing
Will it be the love that is coming
And that has an effect on me?
 
See, that I already saw you
Are you sure you stay
Forever in me
See, that I already know
That you have fallen in love
And you have looked for me
And this love
Does us so much
 
See, that I already saw you
Are you sure you stay
Forever in me
See, that I already know
That you have fallen in love
And you have looked for me
And this love
Does us so much good
 
I feel that something in me is changing
Will it be the love that is coming
And that has an effect on me?
 
See, that I already saw you
Are you sure you stay
Forever in me
See, that I already know
That you have fallen in love
And you have looked for me
And this love
Does us so much
 
See, that I already saw you
Are you sure you stay
Forever in me
See, that I already know
That you have fallen in love
And you have looked for me
And this love
Does us so much good
 

• 1. to be

Mother

Your silence broke me down
And I can barely stand
Mother, everything piled up
I am ashamed before your eyes
I know that you are not proud
And that my life hurts you
Once upon a time you also loved someone who doesn't know how to love
 
It is not my fault, mother
That I am not good at love
You weren't a child of happiness neither
Your tears didn't create mine
But perhaps honest male hearts don't exist, mother
 
You guarded me against everything
But everybody tailors his own path
I got lost, mother
I am ashamed before your wounds
I know that you would switch hearts
So that mine hurts less
You also looked in the eyes of someone who lies but begs
 

Završene priče

Ni reči, ni misli, ništa.
Bez izvinjenja, pa da se predomislim, ništa.
Odlazi, ne želim još laži.
Da ti kažem, patila sam ali i naučila.
Ne mrzim te, ali baš me briga.
 
Gledam svoj život,
Ako ti nedostajem, ne traži me,
Od nule neću opet da počinjem,
Šta god mi rekao.
 
Gledam svoj život,
Ako ti nedostajem, ne traži me,
U mom srcu nisu vredne,
Završene priče.
 
Nema više grešaka, nema više plakanja, ničega,
Bez izgovora, bez reakcija, ništa,
Kako kasno si se setio da tražiš rešenje,
Idi i živi ono što sanjaš.
Ne mrzim te, ali baš me briga.
 
Gledam svoj život,
Ako ti nedostajem, ne traži me,
Od nule neću opet da počinjem,
Šta god mi rekao.
 
Gledam svoj život,
Ako ti nedostajem, ne traži me,
U mom srcu nisu vredne,
Završene priče.
 
(instrumental)
 
Gledam svoj život,
Ako ti nedostajem, ne traži me,
Od nule neću opet da počinjem,
Šta god mi rekao.
 
Gledam svoj život,
Ako ti nedostajem, ne traži me,
U mom srcu nisu vredne,
Priče iz crtanih filmova. ***
 

I'm Dying From a Simple Cold

I'm dying of a simple cold
Half-way to the truth and miracle,
Half-way, almost winning.
I joked with thrones,
And died from a cold,
 
Sorry, we were born too early,
Wishing for the impossible,
But the best of us
Were cut off half-way.
 
We are the children of half-way,
For us the name -Half-way,
Sorry, none of us could finish the road,
And was there even, a road ahead of us?
Forgive me, freedom and Russia,
I couldn't finish the path.
 
Forgive me, earth,
That I left you,
I can't say everything,
Fever... a fever torments me...
We're not guilty,
That we're only halves...
But I pity...
 
Sorry, I don't understand you once again,
I'm your perished design,
Forgive me...
 

I Cant Period

How Well Are You Flying,My Bird If You Could Know My Troubles Take My Greetings Im Too Late My Light Cant Turn Back Take My Greetings Im Too Late My Light Cant Turn Back Im Curious Like A Bird Is There Andbody Like Me? Im Sitting So Dead Im Too Late My Light Cant Turn Back Im Sitting So Dead Im Too Late My Light Cant Turn Back My Fly Bird Beyond The Sea See What Hes Doing Secretly Say Im Crying Until The Sun Comes Up Im Too Late My Light Cant Turn Back Say Im Crying Until The Sun Comes Up Im Too Late My Light Cant Turn Back
 

Oh Neda Neda

Oh Neda Neda girl take me Neda
 
Oh Neda Neda girl take me Neda
 
If you dont take me Neda, may the wind take you away bitch! What imperfection did you find in me?
 
If you dont take me Neda, may the wind take you away bitch! What imperfection did you find in me?
 
We are also Neda girl, rich people, we also Neda have a lot of money.
 
From a frogs leg Neda, a full pastrma(dried meat), a mices stomach is full of wine
 
And we hope my Neda, to make a wedding so I can take you
 
And we hope my Neda, to make a wedding so I can take you
 
We are also Neda girl, rich people. 1 pair of underwear my Neda, 9 brothers.
 
1 brother takes them off, the other puts them on.
 
And we hope my Neda, to make a wedding so I can take you
 
And we hope my Neda, to make a wedding so I can take you
 

The world is a windmill

Versions: #1
It is still early, love
You've only started to learn what life is
Yet you announce to me your early departure
Not even knowing which path you're gonna take
 
Do pay attention, dear
Although I know that your mind is made up
In every corner a bit of you gets used up
Soon you'll no longer be the person you are now
 
Listen to me, my love
Please be aware, the world is a windmill
It will grind all your petty dreams to fine silt
It will turn all your illusions to dust
 
Do pay attention, dear
From every love, you'll only take the bitterness
Before you know it, you're at the edge of the abyss
The abyss that you have dug with your own feet
 

I'm opening wine

Look how everything is changing rapidly,
something is, then it's gone.
human is just the sum of breaths,
So do not tell me that there is a way.
Now I would like to know something for sure,
This is my anguish, and it's point. I only know
that everything is changing, something is, and then it's gone
it's not fake, every story has its own dilemma
has its own beginning and end such as poem,
new topic, turning and tempting, and then it passes away.
nothing lasts forever, dangerously
is to believe that something lasts forever.
good moments, such as photos:
I collect in my head like in an old closet.
 
and as time flows, it catches up with us,
in each of us, time stops not only once
surrounded by equipment, stoned by joint, recording this song
We combine styles, mix genres, such as drinks at a party, we do a mix,
we blend together: dub, reggae, hip-hop, Warsaw folk pure form,
rhymes same as great river Vistula, flows Tarchomin today.
you know who's rhyming? Soon you will know my name right!
I'm like a flood after the severe winter, as snow in rushing avalanche,
as a new movie in the old cinema, voo-dang sound system never's gonna die.
 
chorus:
I'm opening wine with my girlfriend
I want this time to never pass x2
 
I would like to stop time, when I look at her.
stop the world, which wants to steal our times.
always sell something cheap.
I look at her now because I'm lucky,
Now I've got something what is wanted.
I do not want to be alone, you know, I fuck their style!
fuck the best letters!
I do not even wanna be there
do not want to be on the edge like they are.
I want to make something, something extra, but I do not want to chase,
you know! I got my chick and I open wine with her,
I do what I can, I have what I like - I love her
And you know, even if tomorrow everything will disappear,
OK? cool! may soon come.
I press 'play' and 'stop' like in boom-boxes,
something that sticks well want to stay here,
I know! I still believe, so I'm a daredevil,
but I know that this world is not a kiddyland.
 
hey, do not trust those what say: time is money,
they appreciate something first, then they disguise.
I know them, they lose their times, tho thinking they are tough.
Time will pass, we'll be lost again
Again, we're thinking like the they do, again, time has passed.
I'm older now, I got something in my hand, you
you know the epilogue. God, I want to stop time
so many times in my life. Don't you know what I want now? Oh, come on!
 
I'm opening wine with my girlfriend
I want this time to never pass x4
never pass, never pass ...
 

The Righteousness and Blood of Christ

The Righteousness and Blood of Christ,
they are my trim and dress most prized

Only with you

My whole world is in your eyes, I'm speechless When I look in them. Through life's bridge in my arms I will carry you everyday. Thank you for every night, every dawn, When you are with me. Today I thank you for the love that is inside of us. Today I thank you for every day , When you are with me. Today I thank you for the love that's inside us. I have my whole world in your hands. I feel so good because I feel them. Time stays still When you're standing next to me. I know, I know very well that my dream is coming true.
 

I don't understand

I sit between your acquaintances,
you all speak Spanish, nobody is talking with me.
I'm smiling and pretend I don't mind it,
and even pretend, that I somewhere like see something, what I'm interested in.
And I'm thinking, if and when will it end already,
if we would undestand ourselves, if I would understand you.
 
And I don't understand, I don't understand what I'm doing here,
and if and when will it end,
how did I get there, I don't understand,
I don't understand.
 
I look into the ground, I look at you,
I look at my hands, I look into myself,
I look at sir, and don't understand what I am doing here.
What am I doing here.
 
I wait for examination, full waiting room,
one crying girl goes out after every other.
One was with mum,
second probably with husband, third alone,
all of them were crying.
 
Probably it's because of that, where we're sitting,
what is this waiting room?
Maybe I'll be crying too,
I'll be surprised.
 
And I don't understand, I don't understand what I'm doing here,
and if and when will it end,
how did I get there, I don't understand,
I don't understand.
 
I look into the ground, I look at you,
I look at my hands, I look into myself,
I look at lady, and don't understand what I am doing here.
 
What am I doing here.
 
I see at Národní [1] mass of people,
I hurry, I don't see, I force my way to my door.
I see man without a leg, lady with a scarf and child
and man with accordion, who looks, that he really can't see.
 
And then I will meet Peter Binder [2] here,
I tell him, how many things I don't understand,
and then he'll tell me that sentence, that sentence,
that I will write on a wall of my flat later.
 
Even if it doesn't look good, it works for goodness.
 
I understand a little bit, I understand what am I doing here,
and I don't ask, if it will end,
how did I get there, I don't understand,
but it doesn't mind.
 
But it doesn't mind,
it doesn't mind, I understand what am I doing here.
But it doesn't mind,
but it doesn't mind,
but it doesn't mind, I understand what am I doing here.
What am I doing here.
 

I don't want nothing no more

You come looking for me
Yeah, you're gonna find me now
Me myself and I, that's what I tell ya
I'm alone with nobody else
That's how it is
Don't explain, nope
I'm the queen in the deck
 
But I've been noticing
That you were fantasizing
That I was dancing for you, uh uh
Nope. I don't want nothing from you no more
 
I don't want nothing from you no more
I don't want nothing from you no more
I don't want nothing from you no more
I don't want nothing from you no more
 
This ain't normal
If you keep pushing I'm going to give you
Your own medicine, it's not addictive, it's a mortal sin
You were my damnation, the serpent already tricked me
O, I've already tasted that apple
 
I'm only playing with her
I'm not goading you
You are mistaken
I'm not your girl, boy
I'm only playing with her
I'm not goading you
You are mistaken
I'm not your girl, boy
 
But I've been noticing
That you were fantasizing
That I was dancing for you uh uh
Nope. I don't want nothing from you no more
 
I don't want nothing from you no more
I don't want nothing from you no more
I don't want nothing from you no more
I don't want nothing from you no more
 
At night not everything is real
Be careful with the dark
If I dance it's not for you, uh uh
Nope. I don't want nothing from you no more
 
I don't want nothing from you no more
I don't want nothing from you no more
I don't want nothing from you no more
I don't want nothing from you no more
 

I'm disappearing

I'm disappearing, but how?
I'm disappearing, but how?
I don't know!
All I have in my head
All I have in my head
Is a lack of you
A lack
Fine, I'll drink to the bottom again
I'm disappearing, but how?
I'm disappearing, but how?
I don't know!
All I have in my head
All I have in my head
Is a lack of you
A lack
Fine, I'll drink to the bottom again
 
I paint Qi
I paint it another sip
Of diamonds I wear only tears
Diadems from the land of stitches
I burn my world
I lean my regrets into the day
I play the finished game
I drink, I write, I sleep
 
Logic goes into the forest, game of chaos
Senselessness will absorb us
The day passes
I drink time with a cocktail of memories
The game of chaos pervades us
Senselessness is in the head
And I still don't know why the fire hurts
 
I paint Qi
I paint it another sip
Disappear
 
I'm disappearing, but how?
I'm disappearing, but how?
I don't know!
All I have in my head
All I have in my head
Is a lack of you
A lack
Fine, I'll drink to the bottom again
I'm disappearing, but how?
I'm disappearing, but how?
I don't know!
All I have in my head
All I have in my head
Is a lack of you
A lack
Fine, I'll drink to the bottom again
 
I don't want any emoji just now
The phone is ringing, but I'm not answering today
I just want to talk in private
Somewhere at 4 a.m. locked up
Life has commanded me to choose, but I don't want to!
Time passes me by now, for a walk alone in the city
When you are gone during the day
You always come back to me in my dreams
In my dreams
And when I'm awake
I know you're awake too
I pour sadness into a glass
Lonely nights and long mornings
In my life I miss the sails
The only thing I'm humming right now is shanties
I put my soul into a piece of paper
When I wrote it I felt shivers myself
I put my problems in the car parking
My feelings are just your toys
I'm floating on a wave of tears
Sails has taken away from me suddenly somewhere
I would like to throw away all this stress
You know it very well yourself
 
I'm disappearing, but how?
I'm disappearing, but how?
I don't know!
All I have in my head
All I have in my head
Is a lack of you
A lack
Fine, I'll drink to the bottom again
I'm disappearing, but how?
I'm disappearing, but how?
I don't know!
All I have in my head
All I have in my head
Is a lack of you
A lack
Fine, I'll drink to the bottom again
 
I'm disappearing, but how?
I'm disappearing, but how?
I'm disappearing, but how?
I'm disappearing, but how?
I'm disappearing, but how?
I'm disappearing, but how?
 

A reindeer herder's song

Versions: #1
We are riding through the taiga,1
And the boreal forest, dense forest
Is passing near
At high speed.
The snow is flying behind the back,
The sled is rushing downhill,
And a fast horse - that's good,
And a donkey - that's good,
And a camel - that's good,
But reindeers are better!
 
The agile wolf runs after the bear
Somewhere nearby,
The silver foxes wander,
Despising red foxes.
The snow is flying behind the back,
The sled is rushing downhill,
An agile wolf - that's good,
Silver foxes - that's good,
And a bear - that's good,
But reindeers are better!
 
Too bad, I'm quite busy, friends,
Else I'd ride to visit you
Only reindeers
Tirelessly.
The snow is flying behind the back,
The sled is rushing downhill,
And a tram - that's very good,
And a trolleybus is good,
And a subway - that's good,
But reindeers are better!
 
For example,
There are no overcrowding, no bother,
No fight for position,
No policeman here.
The snow is flying behind the back,
The sled is rushing downhill,
And a train - that's very good,
And a steamer - that is good,
And a plane is good indeed,
But reindeers are better!
 

• 1. 'тайга' (taiga) - a boreal forest in Siberia

Sapphire Palace

Versions: #1
Among the cliffs, hidden from the world,
Removed from worldly hectic life,
The Palace of Sapphire stood tall
He hides magic powers inside.
No one knows, who build it and when
This palace, in untrodden place before,
And why was it given by God or man
Such a grand name forever more.
But there were rumors from time long gone,
That in this amazing magic place
Ruthless spirits made their home,
In the silver chest they keeping safe
Marvelous blue stone, the Sapphire,
The essence of it, is witchcraft, the beginning,
It has the power over the ice and fire,
And the whole world of earthly being.
And who will overcome the barriers,
And rise the stone above their head,
Will receive as an award, no less
All the power over life, fate and death.
And hundreds of years this legend
Attracted to itself those brave men,
Gathering them all over the land,
From every side and every end,
By foot and in saddle, together and separate,
They followed the legend so strange and ancient
To disappear forever without a trace,
The best of sons, of many nations.
The palace, probably, strictly concealed,
The secret owner of the stone, -
So many looked for it, and many will
But not a single one returned...
 
Once upon a time near steep mountains,
At work and faith, without a worry,
From ancient and long forgotten time
The hard-working people lived, it's their story...
They plow, hunt and raised some stock,
As well, they catch fish in the lake,
Their craftsmen were famous for their work,
They were unsurpassed in science and trade
Their merchants with success conduct
In the desserts, overseas and mountains
They trade and found for a fact,
The honor in the foreign lands.
In mutual respect and kindness
The happy folks lived and flourish here
Of treachery and petty crimes
They never heard and didn't fear.
 
They were beautiful in body and soul
In their kind and pious way
They lived together, one for all,
And kept the adversity away.
For their freedom they always struggle,
Never were captive and deprived,
Always rebuffed any kind of rubble, -
And raids by unfriendly tribes,
To incursions of shameful barbarians
They presented counter forces
A troop of best-chosen men
And suffer reasonable losses.
And a lone stranger and a traveler,
Once end up here by mere chance,
Was glad to stay here forever
Forgetting distant Motherland,
And, perhaps, all seeing gods,
Paying tribute to piety and zest,
The fine dwellings of those folks
They blessed without any jest.
 
But, sadly, everything goes away...
There is no permanence in anything, -
Trouble keeps friendship with happy days, -
It came even into their dwelling.
 
NEWCOMERS
 
In broad daylight, from afar has come,
Asking for a shelter for the night,
Very sad looking caravan,
Bringing bad news, when it arrived
The people gathered from all around,
To listen a sad story of tired men,
The children cried with frightful sound,
As if they felt an evil hour upon them.
A sternly look was in the eyes of youth,
Belligerently frowning their brows,
For them, everything in newcomers was news,
Young blood was boiling in every house.
 
The vehemence from youth is clear to anyone:
When growing, sometimes, whence,
Young people looking for the spots on the sun,
Indulging in the game of insolence...
 
With understanding, and passion
The elders have approached them,
Honoring the unfortunate ones with compassion,
With a bow and shaking of the hands.
 
Only with age, in our soul, we realize
Ability to take to heart and mend
Someone else's pain, be strict and dry,
But, of course, to understand...
 
The people took newcomers in,
Brought them some water, food to eat
While took the guests for fire victims,
Gave honey and coins to the kids.
No one start the conversation there,
It was so established on this land, -
Everyone was waiting for Veda to appear,
Only to him was given then.
The right to speak by folks,
And he, the oldest of them all,
He judged wisely, soberly and talk
And was known as people’s soul
He was heeded with reverence,
And no one questioned his ways
About his advice, predictions, plans
They always carried certain weight.
He could talk to all their gods,
He kept the traditions of times long gone
With history circles, he was well versed
And foreign languages he learned.
He was tall and dry, with kind face,
Dressed in a discreet long white cloak,
Was kind and down to earth in his grace,
The ruler and the servant of the folk.
And Veda soon appeared at the meeting place,
He ascended on a small pedestal,
He saw grief in each of newcomer’s face,
The people for silence he called.
Instantly the rumble has died,
As soon as elder gave a sign,
And people fixed their eyes
On faces of strangers: sad and resign.
These were old men, the kids
And women... The sadness in the eyes and worry,
Broke everyone’s hearts to bits...
The newcomers began the story:
 
We're here not by our will, gods know
The kind of fate that ours to keep
For many days we're already on the road
Without the food, rest and sleep
Far from here, by the lakes
Was spreading our beloved country's side
And life on the blue vast spaces
For us it was, well, paradise...
But, unexpectedly from the east
The insidious enemy came to wage a war
Perhaps nowhere in the world, such a cruel beast,
Committed those atrocities before.
Without wasting a minute, they rise
Our men, old and young,
And for a long time, they fought and died,
And from the battlefield no one
Came back. And we picked up our belongings and went
Set off on our sad way,
So, we can prevent dying of torment
And live, at least somehow and be safe...
A farewell look back, and what? All has disappeared
There were no more fearful pictures, or dire
Everything, that was for us so dear,
Was burning like a thousand fires.
Covered in blood was all of our domain
Of husbands, who went to war, away...
All of the orphans and widows’ pain,
What we are carry in us now, we couldn't convey...
An anxious murmur rolled around
Among the crowd, but then it died.
A heavy sigh, and again the sound
Of the guest’s story, and their sad plight.
 
Days and weeks on the road were gone,
We were exhausted day and night,
But we didn’t dare to linger on
After all, the enemy for sure organized
Its pursuit, and followed behind their forces
But, maybe, changing their pace to slow,
Calmly, all their hordes on horses
Coming here… God forbid so.
And unfortunately, one thing, for certain, will remain, -
They will not stop or disappear.
They came now, they will come again,
Then, God save all of you, my dear…
And here is, to all of you, our advice
Believe me, we want to help, -
Do not wait for troubles to surprise,
Leave everything and run like hell.
If glorious freedom and life is worth
And dear to you, get ready to go, don’t despair,
For kind people, a piece of earth,
You’ll always find somewhere.
But if to perish you all decide,
And long, hard road not willing to embrace
Just give us a shelter for the night.
Anywhere and any place.
 
And early morning, before dawn
We will leave, so in the distance, we can praise
Your people with the kind song,
That chose death for the land sake.
 
Bad news, I don’t deny, -
Said Veda in total silence.
Trouble… Thank you for an advice…
Brings me the pain your circumstance.
But I would like to ask you, do you mind?
May the great Lord keep you safe
And help you at this hard time,
The evil enemy, who are they?
 
And there was an answer: We won’t lie,
We don’t know, but with us
We carry an invalid, he has survived
He is able to tell about the wars of Darkness.
Ask him, from enemy hands
Somehow, he managed to escape,
Now, he is weak and wounded man,
His lot is bad, we are afraid.
Carefully people moved aside
They brought the poor man, he moaned.
You can’t imagine what he looked like
Was he still alive or gone?
Without the hands and one leg amiss,
His scars made people turned their eyes…
In glory rejoiced the enemies.
It’s a real miracle, that he is still alive.
He was a strong man, I suppose,
If he could endure so much pain,
He caught his breath and froze
And the elder ask him again
In the eyes of that poor soul bewilderment,
The sufferer, was obviously dying,
With difficulty, wheezing from terrible torment,
He very quietly was answering:
I don’t know who, I’ll tell what kind,
Believe me, my brain works quite well,
Where such words to find,
To describe… Even in Hell,
Even in there, perhaps, none like these
Creatures, that borne by Devil before,
Equally, so fierce and vicious,
Equally, breathing, living the war.
Creatures. Yes, yes, they are not of human race,
There are no more frightening creatures on Earth,
And never will be like these again to face
The world will never see this frightful curse.
For me, even to remember is not so simple,
They were christened the warriors of darkness,
They are twice as big as normal people,
And many times, stronger than us.
Mighty torso, crudely put together,
But flexible, as if without the bones,
A heavy tail, as if it’s stranded
Into a rope from thousands of thongs.
These creatures have instead of feet
Two paws, with a claw that’s very long.
And three hands with two elbows,
Form each elbow protruding horns.
They are covered like a beast with fur,
In places, they’re covered with hard scales.
They squeal with their vile maw
In the battle, like slaughtered pigs they wailed.
And something between snake and bird to us
The unbeliever’s heads, looked like,
Burning like the ragged scars
Their maws, with fiery eyes.
Their blood is boiling with fetid smell.
Burning everything to the ground.
Together they can be seen like a herd from hell,
But separately, evil devil’s hounds…
The brave warrior, cut short his story,
Like a dew, In the cripple eyes
There were tears… No more worries
He died, looking towards the sky…
Seeing this, the elder tall and proud,
With sadness he bowed his head,
But kept his voice so clear and loud,
Said quietly: You may be dead.
Your gest for centuries will live in legend…
He closed unmoving eyes…
As he approached the dead man,
It doesn’t befit the hero to cry…
 
For centuries the people honor the heroes
And glorified the people’s feats,
From whose actions matured shoots are grows
With purity of the ideas, in their kids.
 
The people were moved and silent,
And waiting, while holding breath,
What will he finally pronounce than?
Grey-haired oracle, they guessed.
My mind
Wandering in search of a decision, -
The old man said and again looked at men
After all, no one question his vision,
Veda knew the sense of judgement.
The wiseman continue: My people!
I need some time before the sunrise,
The night will bring us all the answers…
A terrible time has arrived.
For now, go to your homes, do not worry,
And give guests a tribute in a modest feast.
Come together again tomorrow morning,
Make sure the guests have a place to sleep.
For now, that’s my order, folks.
And in quiet whisper said:
Tonight, I need to ask the Gods.
 
When people, broken by anxiety and sad,
Finally, settled down and fell asleep,
In the small and modest room, he sat
Got down to business our sage indeed,
No, he didn’t brew some magic potions
And dopey smoke he didn’t breathe in
He didn’t fiddle with holy relics for emotion,
In his own mind he immersed within.
Into composure and exclusion,
Entrusting heartbeat to his fingertips…
 
He sees the providence in the conclusion,
Able to hear his own lips…
Undisputed leadership, his fate,
Worthily, without getting taste for it,
Their aim, is an idea. They create…
Their duty is the burden of responsibility…
 
NOK
By morning all the honourable folks
Gathered again to hold a council,
And wait, and make noise, and talk:
What kind of answer will the elder give?
Finally, among the massive crowd
The Prophet quietly appeared
Dressed In a deep mourning shroud
On people’s faces everywhere fear.
It seems, that something is not right,
If he decided to dress like this,
He must’ve had a sleepless night,
It’s not a good sign, a sad appearance of his.
Sisters and brothers, he starts to shout,
Last night I asked the Gods,
How to avoid misfortune and get out
The answer very harsh I’ve got.
Countless hordes of evil foes
Coming here, there is no doubt.
And their arrival for sure will cause
For all of us great dial of trouble.
We can equip a troop, with help from Lord
Everyone will rise, old and young,
And proudly they’ll meet the horde,
Under the ringing of the bell alarm.
Freedom for us is the most important.
And brothers will stand next to each other
In the name of their Motherland.
And everyone will gladly die
For their father, mother.
But the chances to win the fight...
There are none. You must know.
Doomed to defeat
Our attempts to beat the foe
The poor man, who died here yesterday,
He was right in his judgement, -
Neither the strength of spirit, nor the courage
We displayed,
Alas, won't save us from them.
They aren’t people, if we will fight
It's a waste of time. We all die here,
So be it, if to fight now we decide
We begin to prepare

Euphoria

All of these times that
You're saying enough and I know you're enough, but
The way that my life spins
Tornadoes behind, there's no wizard around
Guess I'll have to find my heart
Somewhere close to where you are
It's not a matter of direction
It's the cross section between us
 
How long will you wait for the rain not to cry alone
With the fuse on your mouth and a cat on your sheets
How much you hate your body or you don't admire it enough
You only feed heart and belly, you forget that the soul is the treasure
When they accuse you of being a liar
For some attention you wanted from grown ups
The ignorant will make you doubt your genius
Because you will answer those who have not asked themselves questions
Whoever gives you pain will be the first to lick it
Even before he is asked for the colour and the detail
But, after all, even their apologies won't help you
If when you laugh they will look at you in amazement
 
I never drank a grudge
They said I'm out
They ask: 'Are you happy?' Everyone wants you
They want to stay in your bed, but then who is in that bed?
 
There is not, who is there?
Who's there? Who's there? There is not
Who's there? There is not
Who's there? Who's there?
 
Who's there? There is not, in bed still awake I think to believe
In something better, at least I can grow up
Maybe I would like to drink from your glass because my throat is dry
But tell me where you were, I have a river of thoughts that goes unchecked (It goes unchecked)
And I will stop instantly, almost freezing, everything changes
But honestly there is more taste, stay behind me
Because I'll try to get away from this dark smoke (Dark smoke)
The city that locked me up is raining and there is no one left
It is for you this song that I sing to you and I will always sing if you are
Still on the points where I realized that it was love between me and her
But it lasted a few hours, between a look at the train station
My Cupid is in quarantine, he's haughty, exactly I would not know
 
I never drank a grudge
They said I'm out
They ask: 'Are you happy?' Everyone wants you
They want to stay in your bed, but then who is in that bed?
 
There is not, who is there?
Who's there? Who's there? There is not
Who's there? There is not
Who's there? Who's there?